It's me :)

Hello :) I'm so in a mood to blog !

Getting ready for my STEP UP 3 :)

Heheeeee, waiting for hubby to text too!

Yin

This is HIM :D

Step Up Day :)

Heheeeeee, was really happy today.

I went out for a date with him :)

I like it.

Watched Step Up 3 in Gardens,

After that,

Ate Tony Romas!

Baby fed his stomach with EXPENSIVE food today..

HAHAHA!

He paid for the bill ;P

Walked around and starbucked. *peace

Waited for my brother to fetch us,

And he went to my house too!

It was fun being with you.

:)

Yin

Merdeka ;)

I failed to upload all photos. :(

The three of us :)

Smile.

Jo :D

In our Cheong sam :p

The clothes it's so lovely :)

Loves <3

In my baju kurung ;)

Hubby <3

Yin

A day at Chemistry.

Jail pictures. :p

Ahhhhh, it's us posing 1 to 10 :)

It's so fun,

And I swear I was so freaking sleepy.

And they force me to take pictures.

See how bad my eye bags are!

Yin

Celebration of Merdeka.

My very first time for wearing costumeS during festival.

Cheong Sam + Baju Kurung

I didn't know it was that fun.

Many people looks pretty :)

And yes,

Finally the singing thing is DONE.

Got 3rd place.

Not bad, at least we're not LAST.

Teeeeheeeee.

Was raining heavily after school,

I was in my freaking long baju kurung.

And I'm all wet.

Yay!

Me , Lynn & Jo took lots of pichas during Chem.

X)

I was so blurrrrrrrrrr.

Seriously, I hope those pics wont be up on FACEBOOK.

You'll be dead if u see it.

HAHAHAHAH.

I took picture with my hubby too.

Show it to you guys as soon as possible.

Heheeeeeee.

He married a MALAY gurl.

:P

Yin

He's back

Although it's just two days,

Arghghhhh,

I miss you :)

Yin

I'm tired

It's time for some pictures!

Me :)

Munn & Cheam

Munn

Cheam

It's only the 3 of us.

Munnnnn :)

Cheammmmm :)

My LV bed :p

:)

Kissessssssssss

My new bf ;)

Cheam v^^

Alcohol :)

Wheeeeeeeeeee,

It was a cool Saturday night :D

Teeeeeheeee,

2 of my lovely friends came to stay overnight.

Awesome.

Drank quite a lot.

NOT completely drunk,

I still have the '' blurrnesss'' to text!

See, I'm good.

Just too nice!

Heeeeeheeeeee.

Yin

When God plans for everything.

I always believe in GOD,

But mostly I believe in myself.

Whatever I thought of sometimes it's true!

Yea. But still, God plans for every little thing.

When something isn't yours,

No matter how hard you try to get it.

It still won't be yours,

Or maybe you got it,

You'll lose it one day.

Yeaaaaaa..

This is how things work.

I experienced once,

I lost something meant so much to me,

It went away itself.

I thought It's Over..

But I never felt it ended.

I continued doing things I usually do.

Continued living in a life which I keep telling myself ,

I did not lose a thing.

Carry on a happy life.

And here it comes,

Once warmly back into my arms again.. :D

In the end,

It's still MINE.

Yin

No Title.

It was a lovely morning,

Receiving messages from my sweet heart is sweet enough.

Woke up around 10,

Lay on bed until 11.30 :)

Was texting all the while.

x)

How i wish the sweetness last.

I am so bored at home,

He went back to Melacca,

So, I planned something for myself :)
Teeeeeeheeeeee.

My friends are coming over to my place.

Hmmm, I surely can talk a lot.

HAHA.

Before I forget,

It's my baby's birthday!

Yeeeeappp!

My doggggggy.

Awwwwwwwwww,

Love you always.

Yin

...

People always tell me i was important.

Am I?

Nobody seems to bother.

I treat everyone as an IMPORTANT stuff to me.

But sadly,

Nobody cares,

I treated my love one as precious.

But he just treated me just like a grass.

Letting people hurt is enough.

Letting you hurting me like this.

I rather die than do nothing.

Yin

What a day.

I am really a stupid fool.

No wonder people always say I'm good to bully.

Yes.

I know.

And people always ask me questions like

Do you hate anyone?

What for hating someone?

My life is miserable enough,

Why bothering other's stuff?

I dont hate people.

Not a single one of u.

NO!

I only hate myself.

For being such a FOOL.

Not knowing anything.

Living in a simple life,

But it's hard.

I can't sleep,

I can't eat.

How to be strong?

I got no idea.

Everyday people comfort me,

Asking me what happen.

I feel so ashame for crying u know?

Crying isn't because of u.

It's because letting myself know how stupid I am.

Forever and ever,

I'm just a fool to u.

You're just like my mom, I love you.

It's a lovely day.

I love today,
My thursday.
Uhmmmmmm :)
Not gonna complain about anything.
Teeeeeeeeheeeeeeee.
It's just to lovely for me to shut my mouth.
:D

Loves,
Yin

Dynamite.

I came to dance dance dance dance,

I hit the floor coz that's my plans plans plans plans,

I'm wearing all my favorite brands brands brands brands.

I'm so in love with u! :)

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes,

Saying AYOOOOOOO gotta let go.

I wana celebrate and live my life,

Saying AYOOOOOO baby let's go!

You're just like a dynamite to me ;)

This is what I want. Happiness ;)

Thanks for giving me what I wanted all this while. :)

My mood was so GOOD today.

Got into the audition!

HAHAHA,

Not bad eh?

Awwwwwwwwwwww,

For the very first time.

Teeeeeeehheeeeeeeee.

Well, I was really upset yesterday.

It was okay now I guess.

I do understand that God plans for everything right?

I just don't hope to make a wrong decision.

;)

Yin

I'm just too good. :'(

It's Dota.

I think I'm the only girlfriend in your life who wish you luck in playing it.

Hubby, there's no such thing as '' heongter '' :D

It's a stupid monday :)

Assembly is always bored.

Bluek.

Nobody likes it.

Teeeeeheeeeeeeeee.

Hello :)

I'm here in a very good mood.

My class joined in the competition of singing those ' PATRIOTIK ? ' song.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Although the lyric is bored, but it's FUN.

Yeaaaaaaah.

Sang for 1 and a half hour?

LOL!

It's really bored.

HAHAHAHAHHAA.

For 4 years I've been studying in SSG.

I NEVER take part in this kind of stuff.

Well,

This is my first one.

:D

Wish me luck will ya?

*loves.

Yin

I'm being selfish.

My heart is just so freaking selfish.

It doesn't make me control it.

I'm feeling so stresssssssss.

I really don't know why.

It seems like I'm trying to do something good,

But the results always turns out badly.

Someone say I always keep stuff to myself.

Who else can I really talk to?!

I can't always go EMO infront of my friends.

Who should I really talk to?

I can't confirm a thing.

That's stupid.

I'm so sorry to say that,

I can't let go anything.

I'm just so in love with you.

:'(

Whenever I loved you more,

It hurts more in the inside.

Yin

Teeeheeee

I didn't blog for a few days.
WOWWWW,
I got so much to say :)

On the 18-8 ,

It's our 2 years anniversary.

Ate dinner and went home.

Hubby, we have been through goods and bads,

Ups and downs.

I can say that we've almost been through anything.

What else we have not gone through?

I really don't know.

Well,

I hope our relationship last long :)

I love you.

On the 20-8 ,

It's was a Friday.

Baby went out for the whole day.

:)

Really miss him lot.

HAHA.

Nothing much,

It's just a normal day to me.

Today,

Woke up early in the morning,

Sweet talked with my beloved.

And ate breakfast and went for the

BMW sales?

Yea. Sale.

I really don't know is it a SALE or wad.

LOL

The price was.

Crazy.

Went home around 5 :)

Phone him again.

Helped mom to '' siu gai yi ''

Was so freaking boring now.

:(

Yin

It's tomorrow.

It's gonna be a special tomorrow for me.

Loves.

Awwwwwwwwwww :)

It's our 2 years anniversary baby!

Ohhhh Yessss!

I've been waiting for this day to come so long.

And it finally arrives.

Teeeeeeeeheeeeeee <3

How to celebrate hmmmm?

We can celebrate in anywhere right?

The most important thing is,

You're there with me.

Ahhhhhaaaa :) ILY.

Yin

KFC yumm yumm :)

17-8-2010 :)

It's Khai actual birthday!
Teeeeheeeeee.

Went Jusco after school.

Ate KFC !

I'm so full now.

LOL

The cake was HUGE.

But i didn't get to taste it before mom arrives.

So it's okay.

Gonna eat tomorrow.

Wheeeeeeeee :)

Yin

You just don't know how much it hurts inside.

Try understanding it baby.

If I were you,

How would you feel?

What on earth is this?

If you were the one that I'm fighting for,

It's all WORTH it.

I got nothing in my head.

It's blank.

The only thing that going through my mind is,

I still can't confirm whether you heart is still here?

Or

Am I just fooling myself?

Yin

If I'm deaf.

It's gonna be so peaceful.

Without a sound hurting my ears.

What's going on?

2 more days and it's our anniversary,

What's going on now?

It's not my fault this time.

This shows how much you care right?

Now i see the true faces in you.

THINK pls.

Yin

His birthday :)

Went Pavilion as usual to celebrate birthday ;)
The Chicken Day ! :D

Ahaaaaaaaaa..

I enjoyed my day with all of them.

LOL.

It's bored.

NO MOVIES AT FIRST.

Stupid cinema, U18.

Shudddappp man.

Then Lili go buy.

Probably his look is OLD enough!

HAHAHA.

NO KARAOKE.

:P

Just food and food and food again & again.

Rain Forest,

My Magarita was good.

Awwwwwwwww :)

Alcohol are so helpful.

Teeeeeheeeeeee :D

Went back around 9.30

It's was so so nice.

Yin

:)

For those people who dont take responsibility for anything.

You seriously gotta get a life.

:P

You guys will sucks a lot in the future.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Stupid humans who don't like to take responsibility.

You got no future at all.

Yin

I rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

I realize i did not talk to you for the whole day.

Yuppppp.

I'm just speechless.

Sometimes we talk too much,

And that's why sometimes we dont talk.

So are we gonna talk tonight?

If yes.

Please be lovely.

Yin

Me

The only teddy that I'll hug,

When I'm crying.

Because it's the stupid bear that makes me cry.

I'll punch it when I'm sad.

I'll kill it when i'm angry.

It's good that it's still beside me,

Whenever I done something crazy to it.

Yin

We got no conversation.

What to say?

I'm blank.

Yin

Awesome :)

The relationship I'm having is always cool.

No lies,

No secrets.

Just being really honest.

And that's the way, how i manage it.

Gotta accept each and everything that your love did.

Gotta forgive.

Gotta have a wider vision of looking forward.

Sometimes,

I just thinks that I'm the lucky one to have him :)

Yin

My yesterday :)

Went Chili Padi for dinner at Kuchai Lama.

With the same old monkeysssssssss.

Of coz,

Baby was there too.

We ate almost around RM200?

HAHA.

The food was not that bad

But the portion was quite small actually.

Teeeeheeeeee.

After dinner,

They planned to go S Park?

But mommy don't allow me.

So I asked mom to fetch me home.

And I asked baby to come along.

So did he.

:)

Sab , Kc , Andrew & Hao Fung came after they went to S Park.

Lovely.

Around 10.30 mommy fetch them home.

I was in the car too.

Staring at my baby boy in the eyes was really enjoying.

HAHAAHA.

Had lots of fun :)

Yin

:)

Greetings love ones,

What a beautiful Saturday.

Woke up early in the morning with a smile,

Because,

Knowing I'm gonna enjoy my day.
Get off my bed,

Get to bath room and take a nice warm shower.

Awwwwwwwww. :)
Feeling so fresh.

After my turn,

It's baby's shower time.

Busuk Busuk :(

Phone another baby of mine.

Ate my breakfast around 2 ?

HAHAHAHA.

Feeling so relax.

My room & me smells nice and everything is perfect.

Filled up the refrigerator with soft drinks.

It's just so relaxing today.

Everything go slow.

Hoping nothing is going to go wrong :)

Yin

Nothing is forever.

I hate it when i feel that I'm not being appreciated.

I know Nothing Is Forever.

So, I learnt to appreciate things whenever they are mine.

But how come people dont seem to appreciate me?

And I still dont know why,

How come I can't learn to let go?

I've almost gone through everything.

I'm 16 now.

How come I'm still being so childish.

Try not to think,

Try not to avoide,

Try not to get upset so easily,

Try not to FAIL everything,

Try to handle stuff,

Try to be the best,

Try to stay strong,

Try to be honest,

Try to be myself.

I'm always reminding myself,

Nothing last forever.

But how come i still make stupid wishes that i want to have you FOREVER?

Feeling DUMB here.

I'm happy that I got you.

I'm happy that I have my babes around.

I'm happy that I have a wonderful family.

But how come I'm always being so down?

So sad.

So mad?

Always telling myself not to get to close ....

Because I know I'll get hurt.

But why am I still being like this?

It isn't a good day for me.

I feel so sick with myself.

Yin

Facebook no.2

BLOGGING is public.

Everyone can view it anytime, anywhere.

People makes comments.

So Do i still get to post what i want?

Yin

Im feeling so uneasy. ( I I )

Early in the morning was quite good for me.

But not until break time.

Sometimes it sucks a lot that we're not having conversation.

You're always talking to others but not me.

Sitting there just starring.

Stupid!

Feeling so uneasy when i get back to class.

Can't even concentrate!

It distract my STUDIES so badly!

Pffffftttttttttttt!

Yin

Im feeling so uneasy. ( I )

I did not blog yesterday.

Feel weird.

Having party last night :)

It was awesome,

So exhausted after that.

Went home and gave him a call,

DOTA-ing ==

Gotta wait till he calls back.

But no calls from you.

HAHAHA.

I forgot your phone is outta credit.

So I decided to take a nap before you call me.

Teeeeheeeeee.

I accidentally falls asleep.

Sorrryyyy :)

Yin

I'm feeling so in love today :)

It's good.

Hello :)

These few days,

I feel that many people are being so happy !
Especially Ng Yong Yee :D
See her always laughing.

Screaming until my ear drums crack.

Hitting me too!

LOL :)

I think after the operation she had,

The doctor must have made a mistake.

Maybe the doc cut the wrong veins of NG YONG YEE.

She seriously siao siao wan lea.

HAHHAHA.

I'm glad that she's happy.

Yin

BLOG

I didnt blog yesterday :(

Was quite tired and busy :)

Busy doing my Oral Test -_-

FACEBOOK is the topic !

LOL,

Yesterday I'm late .

So late .

Thanks to the pig (^@^)

Lucky no oral !

Teeeheee .

School was quite fun today!

HAHA!

Had so much fun during lesson time.

Heeeheeee.

Someone also complain that he always see me eating :)
Everytime i eat,

He complains .

Cakap memang banyak.

I gotta stop eating.

I'm getting more FATS!

My mood is good today (:

Smile!

Yin

JULY

July is gone,

It's a good news to me thou.

:)
Because my July for this year SUCKS a lot.

Lots of problems,

Stupiddddd issue.

Makes my head spin round,

And my heart broke down.

It's August now.

Gotta be more HAPPY than before.

:DD

So,

Bye bye to July,

And Hello BABY AUGUST!

:)
Because it's a very special month for me.

18-8-2010 :) I seriously can't wait !

Don't know what will it be like on that day.

Will I be happy?

LOL,

Nobody knows.

Today :)

It's a Boring Monday :(

But i always have fun during break and lunch time.

Because i get to see my love ones..

HAHAHA.

Early in the morning,

Baby fed me Ice-Cream :)

Sweet huh? ;)

LOL!

Can't believe i can finish the whole box of ice-cream on my own :)

Heheeee!

It's going to be so fattening. :(

Crapp.

I get to finish my ice-cream on time.

Means before assembly!

Cool huh?

HAHAHAA..

During break time,

Hubby fed me Doughnut :(

It's like THE WHOLE DAY is FOOD.

Eeeeeeee.

If i gain weight i BLAME you!

Bleaaakkk.

Bad bad pig.

Yin

The Saltwater Room

I'm so into this song these few days :)

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time..

So hubby do you ever wish we'd fall in love?

Yin

So love you.

Can't wait for my BASKIN ROBIN ICE-CREAM from hubby :)

My heart melts,

Dont sayang me like this larrr.

Spoilt me lea.

Yin

It's my Sunday.

Wow,

It's a wonderful Sunday.

LOL,

Was taking lots of pictures in my cousin's new house.

Posing here and there LOL.

Pose near the pool side with some hot swimming suit.

Big glasses,

Cans and cans of Drinks.

HAHA..

Was really enjoying myself there.

Wish baby was there to enjoy the strong wind with me..

Sitting by the pool side,

Having fun..

8D

I miss you so much.

Yin

It ended up in a sad face.

Yesterday was a moody day for me,

And you thought that I'm ..

Haiz..

Told you I'm not,

But you still dont believe in me,

Whatever you said yesterday really hurts a lot.

It's like you want me to feel back everything you felt before.

You talks to me as if I'm your enemy.

Went to bed around 5.

Wakes up early in the morning..

Trying to call you,

But you are still sleeping.

Missing you so much,

Hoping you feel the same too.

Yin