I'm back :)

Ohhhhhh Nohhhhh!
I didn't blog for a week already?!
That's fast. :)
So, I'm home. Did I tell you that?
Cross country is over!
Standard sports is over too!
All the running is done.
Except for sports day.
:'(
Nevermind. I'll patiently wait.
Another month is gone.
As all the form 5 knows we are much closer to exam.
Haish it sucks when I thought of SPM.
Here's some happpyyyyy time I spend with ma family.
Heeheeeee, it was my mommy's chines birthday celebrate last weekend.
And I'm exhausted already.
I skipped school today. :(
Babyyyy say I ffk.
Sorry dear hehehee, never thought of ffk-ing you.
I went shopping the other day for his valentine's present.
I know I know. It passed like 123456789 years ago.
But still I manage to get him something. :D
Hopefully he'll love it.
And make him love me more tooooooo.
Something that he might want.
LOL.
I went shopping again today with only my mom.
Did not shop any item.
Just walking around.
I miss him a lot.
Seriously, the both of us is like SUPER busy last week?
Or maybe I am the one who's busy.
And my phone when barred again.
Didnt really communicate with hubby.
And it makes me feel like I have not seen him in a week.
Lisan tomorrow?
Nohhhhh, I can't memorise anything yet.
Which I don't know why.
Maybe my bio notes occupied all the space in ma brain.
No room for bm.
Ko-Ko for tomorrow?
Surely sucks again.
All the running and bullshits.
I love sports but not running.
I realise every sentence that I made surely ends with a fullstop.
I dont know why, that makes my passage looks weird.
Hahahahaha!
Okay okay, I gotta study.
Goodbye people :P
I'll see you tomorrow I guess?

Yin

This is so wrong !

My house had turned into a JAIL?
Omg. Fencing everywhere! Roller shutter in the house?!
You're kidding me momma!
Just because of those jerks and my house turned into something like prison?!
I can't believe I'm dealing with this kind of crap.
That's your home. Not a prison.
We built it up and cost hell lots!
Is it really worth?! I don't know.
In my opinion. It's not worth at all.
You see, you built everything and it's costing you 20k
So, when they break in and steal your stuff will they get 20k?
Omg. This is so wrong!
I was so shock after looking at my house turning into a?!
I don't like it anymore.
These jerks are driving my mom crazy!
Mommy our home is ours!
You dont have to freak out like every single minute okay ?
Trust me.
Nobody dares to even step in front of our house.
The security is like -.-
I won't let my friend visit my house anymore I guess?
This is so ugly.
Haish. When you want everything to be done fast.
It's gonna be the worse night mare.
You don't care how it's gonna look!
You just want it to be done.
And that's the worse part of all..
Rushing this and that.
Like what for?
Why stressing yourself out when you got a nice home like this?
And now I'm tired of all these stuff.
I just don't want to care.

Yin

awww, it's time to blog again.

Helllooooo people. I'll be typing like this in this post. Which is quite hard for me :( So it' standard sports today! YAY! :) I'm not that old I guess? I still can run , throw & jump! teeeeheeeeee! until now I still can't accpet the fact that im still active? NICE ! :D Feel so refreshing after RUNNING ! O.o Jo's skin is out because of me SORRY! teeheehheeeeee. Recover as soon as possible k? I'm still waitin gto see my hubby. He went swimming today LOL. So for the whole day I'm sticking around with my gurls :) We wash our faces like last time how we used to be FORM 3. It's ICT now, SOOOOOOOOOO BORRRRINNNNNGGGGGGG. -,- Okii he's about to TEACh already :) CIAO yin.

Saddddddddd :'(

Nohhhhhhh! My hubby is gonna absent tomorrow !
Nohhhhhhh! I'm gonna miss him so much!
Nohhhhhhh!
Heheheeeee. Hi baby! Wishing you luck for tomorrow.
I love ya <3

Okay, have I mention I adopted a baby dog?
Yeaaaa, she's only 2 months old.
Guess what she did?
I'm not laughing but it's kinda weird.
She kinda eat her own shit.
Hmmmm, watery watery.
I know it's sounds yucky.
But can someone tell me what's wrong?
Hmmmmmmmmm!
If you know please tell me what's happening.
Thank you!
That's all I'm gonna blog for today.

Nights.
Yin

Another busy Saturday :)

Hmm..what to start with?
Yeap, the alarm is on :)
Feel so secure! LOL
Quite fun actually.
But I'm still not home yet :(
My bed I miss ya , my pillows and my smells.
I miss everything in my house & mostly I miss my dog.
Urghhhhh.
I was so tired today sleep and sleep and sleep.
Showered my dog , sweep the house & mop the floor.
Such a good girl. Teeeeeheeee
Hmmmm, tomorrow is sab's birthday.
Hmmm happy birthday in advance! Lol
It's 23.55 now. 5 more minutes and you'll turn 17!
Let's see what to do tomorrow.
Probably will go for adoption again.
Seriously is BORING!
Anybody giving out retrievers? labradors? Or anything huge?
Not really interested going already I guess.
Dont really have much to talk.
Guess that's all for today :P
Or maybe I'm just lazy of typing everything.
I miss you hubby, hehe.
Nights people.

Loves,
Yin

18.2.2011

It's our 2 years and 6 months anniversary! :)
Another day, another month and another year <3
Happy anniversary hubby. God Bless You My Dear.
We don't celebrate monthly anniversary that often.
Being together is quite enough for me :)
So it's the japanese student exchange program.
BORINGGGGGGG -.-
Didn't really see any cute guys or pretty girls.
Hmmmm.
The sad part is I didn't even went down to the hall.
Was staying in class. Urghhhhhhh.
Sad, didn't even get to communicate.
Hmmmm, went baby house and ordered Domino's :)
Me favourite.
Play cards and watch tv.
Teeeeheeeee. Due to transportation problem I have to go home LATE!
Omgeeeee. Rushing for my tuition.
It's okay. I'm not always late. Just that once or twice doesn't matter.
Hmmmm, hungry again. Omg
Getting fatter and fatter and fatter.
Well people gotta search for food.

Ciaoz :)

Yin

Hi hi hi :)

Today was FUN !
Hehehehe. No lessons is going on. Hmmm nice.
Most of the time lepak in 5P1 !
And and my dear Yong Yee :) happy birthday! Enjoy to the max <3
So another week is gone. Extremely fast.
I miss my bed A LOT :'(
My house is very dangerous. People try to come in and take away my property.
That's not right. You should work for it not steal D:
I hope that you'll fail the next time you planned to break in again.
Twice! And you're not giving up?
Come on! You're so daring.
Do you know when you got caught you're gonna end up letting people punch like shit.
You might get kill?! People will smash you up like potatoes.
I hope you'll be ending up in jail for the rest of your life.
Seriously, so desperate!
You made me feel so insecure.
THATS MY HOME YOU ASSHOLE!
Get a life man.
You're such a jerk.
Forget bout that. School is the safest place for me now.
Nowhere else is gonna be safe.
I admit that I'm afraid already. What can I do if a theif came into my house!
Dunno, planned to kick his balls I guess.
That's the only thing I can do if he gets near me.
* touchwood *
Pray pray pray :(
Urghhhhh. I gotta stop talking because it's freaking me out.
Japanese are coming tomorrow?
Communication FAIL :)
Ahahahahaha! What to do for tomorrow?
Seems like everyone is busy busy busy!
All I want is my home , my bed and no one steps in to my property
Can my life be peaceful?
Urghhhhh -.- ciao!

Yin

Teeeeheeee I miss blogging :)

I've not been blogging since 1000000000 years ago.
The fund raising for my club is very successful :)
Thanks to everyone.
It's a public holiday today.
So, my whole family checked in Eco park.
Yesterday had home-fine dinning ! It was so awesome!
We had it around 10.30 :) nice right?
A few of them went to sleep but not me.
I phone baby when I'm free :P
He got quite mad at me for not calling him I guess?
Sorry dear <3
I slept around 7a.m in the morning :)
My family is crazy. Gambling through out the whole night! :(
My panda eyes! My momma woke me up around 9?! O.o
This is fun but tiring. Heeheheh
I miss my boy so much.
Sorry that I can't give you the best valentine but you gave me mine. Hehe
I love you, I love the present and I love the roses :)
Thanks baby for everything. *fly kisses

Yin

It's not easy to NOT show temper.

It's Friday. And I skipped tuition. :)
Went pav for lynnie's birthday.
And the four of us kept on looking for present.
Nightmare seriously.
Planned to buy this. FAIL
Planned to buy that. FAIL
Everything fail,
At that very last minute thought.
Sabbie came up with buying perfume idea.
I don't know what idea was that but I totally agreed!
Went Zanmai for my branch with hubby & khai.
Sab came later on.
I've been craving for my soft shell crab so long!
Awwwww, and and and SATISFACTION!
Wanted the go for snowflakes as well.
No more time for me to loiter.
My hubby made me so mad today :'(
He really drives me insane.

I was having a fun time I guess?
Although is jut tat very short moment,
I enjoyed it to the max!
Urghhhhhh!
Well it's another overspending day :/
I'm broke for sure already.

My club's sales is awesome I guess?
Just in that 2 days I'll be able to earn some cash :)
Thanks to lots of people of course !
My secretary, treasurer and my beloved club members!
Arhhhhhh! YE will be so successful with you all !

Yin

Bad valentine's idea.

First thing first happy birthday to lynnie and michie :)
It's 8th of February !
What to buy buy buy?!
Stupid valentine's day :(
Make me feel so emo of all the works !
Roses , roses & roses.
Calculating the cost for everything is driving me crazy!
I can't do this alone seriously ! I need help.
Seems like everyone is gonna be absent on Friday.
Omgeeeeeee another outing this week.
I'm so broke. Tuitions tuitions and tuitions.
Hopefully I can attend lynn's birthday party.
Urghhhhhh I gotta rest ):

Yin

I hate my phone!

Goddamnit! I hate everything I have now!
Everything ruined my mood.
You never tolerate. One answer and that's it!
Never try to understand how I feel.
Gave it back to you and you return it.
Never want it again from me.
I feel stupid.
Kept on bullying me. I'm numb.
Tell me straight off you got others and you don't need mine.
Feeling so heart-broken
Thought you will . . . .
Everything I thought was wrong.
I feel dumb.
Another heart-broken day.
I think I'm facing it alone this time.

Yin

My Cny :)

It's saturday already and school is gonna reopen very very soon.
Red packets are lesser and lesser every year :(
Went baby house today. :)
Sat there for 3 hours I guess? Then head to Sabrina's.
We were the first 2 human arrive at 6.15?
Followed by yong yee.
We ate first and the roast pig arrived!
Gambled <3 won quite a lot too! Yeapppppy!
I barely died eating KFC yesterday.
I ate a piece and it makes me go so full.
I haven't been eating for 12 hours! And it's suffering.
Went looking for huge dogs at SPCA !
Saw 2 labradors and it's cute.
The maintenance is so bad there.
They have around 60 dogs I guess?!
And there's only 2 workers.
The virus is spreading from one to another.
I can save 2 life's if I adopt the puppies.
It's so sad to see them all waiting to get adopted. :'( I almost cried.
I really like the both of them.
But they've only been there for 3 days and they looked so sick.
Haish. Pityful!
This CNY is busyyyyy!
I barely stay in house.
So, didn't even talk to baby for three days?
-.- I gamble everyday until the next morning.
Now I'm exhausted.
Probably will go adopt the 2 dogs tomorrow.
Urghhhhh. And it's gonna be a headache!

Yin


T

Another idiot.

It was in the middle of the night or super early in the morning.
4 a.m and I wasn't asleep.
Another nightmare happened.
It's wasn't a dream this time D: it's something horrible.
I was so upset last night until I couldn't close my eyes and go to bed.
Entertaining myself with some boring games.
My dog was the pig in the house.
It can sleep through the whole night until morning.
But yesterday was different.
My dog was really uneasy with last night.
He came up and down the stairs.
Looking for us to accompany him.
It was already 4 and I'm still awake.
I went down stairs and I looked around.
I turned on the lights and I sat in the staircase.
Someone tried to break into my house last night.
And I didn't notice until the next morning.
I was in the living room and everything seems to be fine.
I quite safe the house actually.
Mom woke me up around 9 and I don't get enough sleep.
My mom didn't want to scare me.
Then she asked me whether I did anything last night.
I answered I came down and checked the dog.
My mom freaked out she said I'm lucky that I didn't open the curtains.
If not you'll be seeing me lying on the floor this mooring.
Someone actually cut my doors and tries to get into my house.
He probably heard me coming down the stairs talking to the dog
So he quickly ran away I guess?
Now, I got paranoid thx to my mom.
She told everyone that I was so freaking brave to come down and check the house.
I was actually checking my dog.
I am so freaked out right now. I don't feel safe.
Try to imagine that someone actually climbed over the damn wall
And working on some evil plan in your house.
This world is terrible.
Why people have to rob and steel stuff from others?
They should get a job!
Urghhhhhh, now they make me feel so scare.
I don't want to go home late anymore.
I swear. I pray that he doesn't come back again.

Yin

我认输了。

对不起，我太爱你了。
我不懂得去爱。
可能吧，我太多事了。不会去放开。
每次和我赌气你都赢我。你不让我是因为你想我改掉我的坏脾气。
在这世界上，每有人可以弄我哭而只有你。
我为了你可以什么都不要！
我更加不想失去你。
其实是我无理取闹还是你不明白？
我生活的每一天都会有你的出现。
为什么你不常识一下这些痛苦？
有时候我真的不明白你。
不知道你在想什么，想怎样。
我很想骂你，打你！但是我做不到。
很报歉，可能我太想念你了。
我只希望你能够开开心心。

我宁愿输给你，都不要失去你。

你有你的空间，只要你开心我什么都行！

我知错了，不要再闹了好吗？

我爱你。你要明白ok ？

晚安宝贝，气完后明天就打给我好吗？

莹

Can I have someone to hug right now?

So now I realize I'm too much for you.
You cut my phone twice.
You're bored of being this way.
You said everything is my fault.
Can't you just accept?
Have you ever really care about me?
How long must I wait again?
I'm sick of it.
I don't like your cold jokes anymore.
Making me headache and crying to bed.
I hate it!
Never realize how much you hate me and now I did.
How important is game.
I don't know, to me you're the most important in my life.
Still I'm not sure about me.
You probably won't call back.
And you'll blame it on me again.
Can I still keep my anger like that?
This is what I am feeling : IFHTS!

Yin

Heartbroken.

Yes, I'm not perfect.
The longer you're staying with me, the more negative stuff you'll realise about me.
So there's another argument with leaves another scar on my heart.
The more we argue the more we know about ourselves.
I just couldn't be perfect.
Sorry to say NOBODY IS PERFECT EITHER!
I don't have to always be what people want to see.
This is me. Nobody knows more about me than myself.
You point and judge.
Ya, whatever.
I'll promise I'll change is just that you didn't realise.
I tried hard to tolerate.
You still can't accept the fact that I'm acting this way.
I might not be good at talking back.
You should set a limit to it.
Don't always make use of my weakest point.
Who else can make me more heartbroken than you?
The awkward silence that we had everytime after argument.
You said you're sick of me reacting like this.
Same goes to me I guess.
Every sentence that came out from your mouth hurts more than anything.
Lets not talk bout it anymore.
This is just so torturing.

Yin