Yellow people!

Hehehhe hello hello (:
Yup this is my 2nd post of the day.
Ohh NOH, I wasted another day playing with my hair.
Hehehehhehehe oh nohhh, tomorrow is Monday again. Monday blues 
Hehehe I wana share some picture of me. I know I dont take great/pretty pictures but I like taking picture of me and sharing on blog.
Laallalalalalla. So this is me and have you ever notice that my phone is taking picture without any clothes on? HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Okay, this is the me.
And check out the 'new' hairstyle. ;)
Oh and can you see that pillow? The red heart shape pillow? Yea, it has my name on it (;

Enjoy! <3

Ear-ring DAY!

Hheheheh ello!
What a dull Sunday. Boring and plain.
So I went to take pictures today.
FOR THE DARN EXAM PICTURE.
Heheh I looks ugly.

Basically what I've find something interesting is EARINGS!
My god. You wouldn't believe how pretty it is! I'm gonna show you some picture of it and yea thats a bout it I guess? :D

Ps: my favorite is the OWL :)

Xoxo,
Yin

Hair day 2.

Hehehe I might wana hang out with my friends one day and put this hairstyle on. It's quite fast and easy ! Lastly, it's all about braiding and having a tidy hair. :) highly recommended for BADHAIRDAY!

Hair day.

It's a fun hair day (:

I just love playing with my hair <3

With different styles of braiding! It's quite fun you should try it too!

This hairstyle get me

- 6 rubberbands

- 15 pins.

And its still not tidy. ;(

Happy Friday !

LOL LOL LOLS!
Yeap it's Friday and most of us went to school (:
Not badddddddd. More than I expected tho.
Teeeeeeheehehee
So it was another fun day I guess.
20 of us went lunch together and it's quite awesome somehow. Heheheheh.
Thanks to those who have cars yo.
If not I guess not everyone is going ! LOL
I've finally return his hardisk. That thing have been bothering me almost a year you know. Finally!
Wheeeee :3 it's quite exhausting.
OHHH and not to forget hubby owe me 300 kisses I guess? LOL
MY ASS IS SO PAINFUL.
Thanks to Hao Fung he think his ass is damn strong! >:(
It's all blue black now.
And yeahhh tomorrow is Saturday again (:
OHHH NOHHHH spm is just 17 more days? I guess?
Hehheheheh.
I've started having my oats meal again. :( that bowl of cereals is really killing me lo. My god taste like * shivers
So here's a picture of me ;)
And I'll blog about what I've ate last Saturday because it's definitely the most epic meal I ever had. And it's some kind of organic vegetarian food.

:) good night people!

Work it out baby !

Basically it's obvious that this is my leg. With my all time favorite PINK Nike. :) just blogging and I'm out of topics so just don't want my blog to be dull.
And I'm now currently waiting for my boyfriend to call and STOP HIS MAHJIONG.

Loves,
Yin

Tuesday %

Hi peepsssss :)
Yupp, it's Tuesday already. 2 days down.
LOL. Hehehhehe
So here's my boyfriend chatting with me on FACEBOOK. I know it's super lame but see what he wrote. Makes me doesnt want to kill him anymore.


LOL LOL LOL.
Can you see it?
He said : you fat I also love you ma. ^^

He is really my boy 

24.10 hols!

Hehheheh yup everyone is having their DEEPAVALI hols!
Wheeeeee :3
Just wana blog about something.
Something that always stucks in my head.

So I have ' GUYS ' friends.
And and and when I chat with them how come I always get things like

Friend : How good if she's more caring like you.

: How good if she got half of your thinking.

And I really don't know why is it me stupid or too good? I really don't understand. But I think the most important is my boyfriend never realize. Is it because he's used to it?

So, tell me if you're my friend.
Am I really too good? Because I thought having love should be like this. And I never feel good enough for him.


:(


Feel free to tell me. :) just ANYTHING.


Ohh and yea, wanted to share something. Can you see who's stalking me? The big blue eyes behind my back. It kinda freaks me out a little bit.

My family.

I created the problem and now I brought pain to every member of my family. I started everything and now I'm so lost that I don't know where should I be. I was born & raise in a warm family. I never thought I would bring out this today and just hurts everyone without caring about other people's feeling. It's all my fault. This is really tearing everyone apart. I would never ever want to do that again. I lost my temper. I made it into arguments. My parents never ever thought of leaving me alone, they always love me unconditionally. No one could ever replace them in my life. Now I brought them down, I made my mom tears. She stands in front of us telling how much pain is it and she told us her life is meaningless. Repeating the same routine everyday. I never wanted my mom to get upset and that's why I always respect her. I'm just so sorry mommy. I couldn't help out.

I know it's a mistake but I just want you to know that even though sometimes you got mad at me I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you. I just want to tell you no matter how bad is the situation I'll be there for you. My dad is working overseas, I guess my mom do miss him a lot. I miss him to. I think of him just every night before I sleep. I talk about my dad in school to my friends. And now I thought back, I'm always missing my dad. Not even a second will be missed. Although I always hope to bond the ' daddy&daughther' love like how my cousin & their dad do, I get jealous. I always hope my dad will come up to me and speak to me. Every chance I got in exam I wrote about my dad. Whenever there's a title or just anything I'll write about my dad. I never had a chance or guts to talk about my life with my dad. Sometimes, I really wonder am I even making him tired. He work because of me, he wants me to have the best. So now he has to leave us and work really far. I really felt that I was an accident and I shouldnt be here on earth. My mom gave birth to me when she's already 43. People might say my mom is old but do you ever know that she's the best mother on earth. She's already 60. And she never have some time to rest. I never wanted to go study so far because I know it's gonna be really tired for my mom. I have big age gaps between my brothers. I don't know what to talk or who to talk because we just have a different thinking. I always thought my dad is the same as others. They talk with their children and they spent time doing things together. I never have that experience. No. I always heard my friends say how great is their dad. They fix problems together, they taught them, the chit chat. I just never have a chance.

I always place my family first. But I just don't know why and how to protect my family. My mom is really struggling. She becomes skinnier and skinnier day by day and this really break my heart. I can't stop school, I can't go to school by myself, I can't protect her while she's in her worse position. I felt so useless. My mom has to take care of my grandmother and nobody can just lend a helping hand. I just don't know why, there's not only her. She got sisters and brother. When her sister, they don't have to do a thing. And why so unfair to my mom? Why? Couldn't just have a little bit of appreciation ? You've never been her. You don't know how much stress it is to support the family. No, you'll never know. My grandma, we loves you, but sometimes you shouldnt always tell my mom what to do what not to do. She treats you like a queen but yet you're still not satisfy. I have no right to say anything but do you know how hard it is to take care everyone in the family? Grand, you'll never know. Don't make life difficult for my mom. You should realize how lucky you are.

If I am just a bit older.
I could just help out. I'll buy breakfast, I'll buy lunch. I'll do anything to help my mom.

Mommy, I just want you to know that you'll always have us. You'll always be in my heart.

Teehhe almost forgot.

I went to saloon again to have my hair washed. HAHAHAHAH.
It's really cool this time because there's two people doing my hair and drying my hair. 2 you know?! I think my head it's crowed with two hair-dryer. LOL
Felt so pampered.

Yin

21.10

I think I should blog noww. I've got the time to bloggie.
So so so, school hols started? Am I right? Gotta double confirm later.
So it was a super fun day and I'm super super happy.
It's been a while that me and him got some time to ourselves. Just talked, laughed and loved + much much more. I just love it when he reserve time for me.
He said his parents haven't seen me in a while so we ended up eating at his house. Ohh noh. This is really awkward.
And he that baboon go and make things more awkward to me, I can't believe he actually ate so fast and left the table with me and his parents.
Gosh and turning back giving me his evil smile! My god.
I'm gonna punch him right in the ssss.
I think I ate too much today. LOL
So, it's kinda a failed diet day.
I had chatime, pan mee?
Haish. I bought new packet of oats and really yuckyyy yogurt. It taste just like spoilt milk. I went to shop for my weight loss plan yesterday. Hahaha.
Kinda stupid. And it's a trolley full of yucky food.
Ohh not to forget today my hubby is loved by me because he didn't fly my aeroplanes. Hahahahhahaha I think he deserve a kiss. LOL 
THE ADDMATHS SEMINAR.
You wouldn't wana know what am I even doing in the hall.
Teehhheee my BF the lazy ass just ponteng-ed and yea I kinda regret going into the hall.
I arrange tiny tiny tiny rubbers into lines and lines.
I'll show you what I did. Hehehehehe.
Most of the people didn't come just because of the seminar I guess?
Yea it's boring, but the maths was not bad pretty good.
LOL. I think the speaker deserves a kiss too. HAHAHHAHAHA just joking.
I stayed back just to have some fun just like the past 2 week but this time is a hell lots of difference.
HAHAHAHAH.
Oh and I just love my friends.
They drove down to Sri petaling just to have pan mee and and cha time.
How great!
Ehheheehheeh I love the game today :)
It's really fun and funny. LOLS.
It makes it much more easier when the boys play too.
He kinda make me upset when he block my shoot. So I kinda got pissed off..
You see when your my opponent I'll just treat you like my enemy. Then I'll play well. But that boyfriend just -.-
Woon Hau got the most injuries. Hahahahhahha. He's so small and yet he wants to take the rebounce.
Haofung only knows how to use his butt to distract me. LOL he failed. Hahahahahahhahahaha. It was fun.
Girl's POWER YO!
Okay, I think that's all for today.
Now I'm gonna start missing the boyfriend.

And that is what I really did. :)

18, just another ordinary day.

Hheheh hi guys.
I know I know, I cried so hard. Yeah.
So I went to school today because of the BM seminar and something just made me quite upset?
Didn't really wana talk about it.
So literally my BF pushed me to my anger limit and made me kinda explode. After so many years I shouted at him in public and he did that the same too. It's quite cool for me.
Sorry girls I did not take picture with you. I don't wana look like a ghost an ruined the whole picture :P you guys will understand.
I really dont know what's the reason that I'm holding on but I guess he's just a part of me that I cant lose, probably that's the whole thing I am still not giving up.
I am a cry baby yea, I know.
Try having someone letting you down and embarrass you in front of everyone. He made me felt that way, I just want him to feel somehow what I'm feeling inside and see how mad can he be. It's not like I'm taking revenge I just don't want to hurt myself anymore and I guess today was quite cool for me.
I have my friends who's there for me just no matter what. 
And I have guy friend who literally send me cute messages. Haha. Thank you I truly appreiciate that.
I guess I didn't know why I will be that mad and just blah the shit out of it.
I'm tolerating I guess? :(
Hmmmmmmmmm..well I don't know we're humans and we have feelings not only him that can talk like that to me. You can teach my manners in an enclosed area not in public and humiliate me. That's he thing I don't like, talk like a man an respect a woman. Not showing hands like you wana get into a fight with me.
I admit that somehow I started it so I apologize and you left me just there on my own and you have a good time with them. I don't mind you acting this way but seriously you need to respect and of coz you can joke with me just don't go over the limit. After all this, I still love him and I'll change. It's been a while since we had a fight like that. So I'm cool with it and I dont know whether he's cool with it a not. I don't want to make things awkward between us and I just guess he doesnt wana see me or talk to me yet.
Well a proper apology and a kiss will definitely settle everything. But still since school ends he went out and we havent spoke to each other since then.

Ohh and not to forget I workout today.
30 minutes is really satisfying! Hehehehehehheehheheheheheheh..
Okay, I feel good right now and I think I better get some sleep ;)

Xoxo,
Yin

Monday blues.

Yes, I have Monday blues almost every week.
So I skipped school today and my BF thought I was lying ;)
Woke up and texted him then fall back into sleep again.
Can you imagine how relaxing is that feeling where you're in bed and don't have to rush for anything. 
Hehheheheheheeh.
I'm not lazy, I'm just not in a MONDAY mood.
I guess he can't stand me for always absent on Monday and he sent me a text and ask me to study.
LOL. yeah, I can't stand myself too.
I woke up aroun 8.30 and walked around the market, had my b'fast and started doing housework again.
I washed the car posh and and I washed the cars. LOL LOL same goes to my dogs.
I workout again and hopefully a better body shape will be seen and not having others calling me fat.
Although my BMI is still freaking normal. I don't know why but my weight is scaring the shit out of me. :(
I should have 3 healthy meals a day.
And I dont know how it's called healthy.
No fast food, soft drinks I guess?
Tomorrow is Bm seminar and no more interhouse games? Hmmm it's okay.
So I'm going to school tomorrow and hopefully it's a good day to start my week and not to forget it's the 18th already.
That means it's our anniversary !
Yay! Not bad 3 years 2 months and counting lar. Teeeeehehehhehehehe.
Alright dudes -.- gotta ciao.

Loves,
Yin

Pav - Sukiyaki

Ohh hello there!
How's your day? Well I got quite disappointed at myself because SPM is only less than a month & I'm still so lazy.
Gosh, so yesterday was so plain and white.
Then I've decided to bring my family to try out the new shabu @ PAV in Tokyo street. :D
Highly recommended ! Hehehehehe
I wouldn't say it's cheap, but for those who ate a lot like me you will have a great time there.
I try out with precious at first. We both like it quite much :)
Then I decides to bring moi's family to try since my dad is back.
Here we go! I ate the most I guess?
I know lar fat die me ma..LOLS
So it's Rm29.80 per person for lunch.
Kids is 50% off.
But for those people who can't really eat a lot then no point going laaa, ehhehehehe, since you already paid so much then EAT lo.
It was fun and and and I saw LBL. :(
Michelle too! :)
That girl got milktea addiction wan.
Walk walk around then head home.
I didn't eat for the rest of the day and only had soup and taofu for dinner.
GUESS WAD? I finally workout, hehe.
With my walking machine.
30 minutes it's cool for me.
Hopefully 2 months I'll be able to slim down a lil for prom (;
™
Satisfactions!
GOTTA START REVISION D!
:(((
Okay, so here's a picture of my family.
Enjoy and HAVE A GREAT DAY.

15.10

Hhehehehhehe probably yesterday was the last Friday that I'm staying back :(
How sad it is right?
Well, we really workout yesterday!
Thumbs up *
So it's andrew's birthday celebration yesterday, cakes and cakes and cakes for the whole week.
So many October babies ;)
After school we went jusco to have lunch.
15 of us I guess? Teeeheeee.
It wasn't that GOOD for me.
Because my boyfriend makes me real mad >:(
Then it rain ! Like NOHHHHHH.
 we still manage to play UNDER the rain! YAY!
All the boys -.- lame laaa you guys.
No balls. LOL
JUST KIDDING 
Its been a while we had fun together.
LOL laughing our ass out at each other.
Ohh and yeah, the form 4 dudes joined.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
Felt like a retard playing with them ! LOLS
It was fun, ;)

So mom picked me up and I went home, took a shower and off to tuition.
Thought we're gonna party at night as my mom already approved, they cancel.
Yeah, sometimes if you just make plans and never show up or you decides to fly aeroplane at the very last minute I dont really like it.
You switched on my mood and now you turn it down.
BORINGGG.
After my meal I just crawled up to my room and it's the end of the day <3


LET'S DO IT AGAIN!
I just love the feeling of burning calories!


Xoxo,
Yin

Hello dad.

I sure miss you much and he's finally home <3

Ohh, guess what he bought me? LOL

AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL SHOPPING :)

I'm a huge polo tee fan ;) ;)

Hehhhee last post.

Okay, sometimes you might be the best person to share my feelings when I'm sad or something.
But please, I'm not interested in other girls that you like. Seriously, I mean we are good friends and yes you can share your feelings with me it's not a big deal anyway.
But since you know that your heart is not here then why do you always have to tell me you like me? I am not jealous because i already a guy who cares about me.

But seriously, please don't play fake infront of me. At some point I really don't like it?
And if you really like that girls that you're always talking about then why on earth you always say silly things when you're happy?
Please don't say anything stupid when you're happy.
It's not like I doesn't like chatting with you.
I want you to know that I really don't get to know other girls except for my close friends.
Okay?? :) I know this sounds pretty BADASS but still I have to say it.
Don't come telling me you like me and then the next day you say how much you like that girl.
It's not gonna work and I really don't like it.
 I hate to say it but I think every girl agrees on what I've said.

Just saying :)

Xoxo,
Yin

TAAAADAAAAHHHHHH.

As I said there might not be difference in photo but in real life it's short about 1.5 inch :(
The yellow is before going for haircut,
The blue is after going for haircut.


Hope you really enjoy my 3 posts tonight.
And yeah!
The boyfriend ahh, thought he say go group study ah, then this morning he call and tells me that he's going to CHIONG K. I so wan to hit him with a pot -.- k laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So anyone going to school tomorrow? (:

After all, having a haircut is not that bs right? (:

Ohh, yes! Not to forget I finally FINALLY AND FINALLY changed my profile picture in Facebook.
Lame laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh I know but I think I've used my profile pic for more than A year?
LOL. this is so funny.
Hehehehehheh I know most of the people now do not use facebook.
But I have no tumblr or twitter, google plus.
So I'm gonna stick to the Facebook.
Hehhehehehehe

Hello. Its me again.

I wanted to show you my hair after a hair cut.
Obviously there's won't be any different in picture but trust me when I start tying hair there's a huge difference :(
Now the hair I have is literally on my chest !
Not over my breast anymore !!
Ohh NOH, this is gonna be so hard for me to get it through,
But my hair is really smooth right now. And the Chinese calendar says that today is a good day to go for a haircut!
;P

Tuesday ( 11.10 )

Hello my friends ;)
I skipped school today ! Yipppieeee.
And yes! I finally go for a hair cut!
NOH, its now really short and I'M NOT USE TO IT!

But luckily I can still make hairstyle with it.
This is making me so sad ;(
The long long hair I use to have doesn't exist anymore !
This is why I'm so not in a mood.
Thanks to the hairstylist !
Okay, I sat at home the whole day tying and making my hair BEFORE the hair cut (:

Here's one picture of me,
Yea, you can see it on my Facebook.
I was braiding my hair and braiding and suddenly I wana take picture of myself! (:

Hhehehehehehehheheheheh.
Hope you guys like it (;

Ehhehehehehehe a post before sleep.

So I've learn another 2 style for my hair.
The previous post was a hair bow (;
Doesn't really suit me tho.
So here's another 2 (:
My hair with a poof doesn't really suit me either.

The braided hairband ;) & something pufffffff !

11.10.11

Tomorrow is gonna be a lonely lonely day :(
Aishhhhhhh, nobody is going to school? Or is it just that pig I rare?

He's going for group study worr :(
Sien die meeeeeeee.
Nvm, at least he STUDY LA!
Haiyor!
Hope he'll buy me breakfast or I don't go to school?
Hehhhehehhehhehhe.
Is it just me or everyone else feels the same that after trial there's no mood to study and before trial everyone work their shit out to give their best shot?
:D
Don't know.
Probably gonna miss him :(


Xoxo,
Yin

Last Sunday night.

Last night I was still okay,
I was having stomach pain the whole day.
Can't believe that it's still here today.
:(
This is really giving me one hell of a pain.
I wanted to attend school and yeah!
ALMOST EVERY MONDAY I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL YOU KNOW.
Horrible :'(
I thought the BF didn't attend either :)
Later he'll say that I FFK him.
I miss him much.
Plan to go and see a doc but I was too tired to walk.
End up sleeping on the bed.
This is really killing me.
So much pain, AT LEAST PERIOD PAIN WILL STOP!
Ohh, and yes, something I would want to share.
This BOW HAIR STYLE I tried yesterday.
It's not that complicated anyway 
Feel free to try tho.
Suitable for any hair length!

See, this is just a rough guide laaa.
Takes time to make a prettier one.
I did this while waiting for him last night.
See! I'm in my PJ's already (:

Hehehehe the grumpy boyfriend.

So it's a boring Sunday.
And I seriously dont know what happen to my stomach.
It pains from morning till night :(
So last 2 night my BF didn't have TIME for me.
Yeahhhh.
Thanks to the boys >:(
Yesterday night yew yan and cj kinda kidnapped him .
Going out MIDNIGHT.
You wan die Ahhhhh!
Nvm, they're somehow I call it GAY.

LOLS. 
I miss him really a lot.

And guess what?
He came to my house and accompany me to study (:

Hheheheheh I thought he angry wan ah?

Pfft ==

So we ordered domino's.
He came for three hours then left :(
Happy moments past so fast.
Heheh.
He got tuition (: that's why.

Ohh, something really surprise me.
Heheheh baby's father called me during dinner.
Ohh gosh, didn't know what to say tho.
That's the first time laaaa his daddy call :O

Okay, I got to go.
Really tired and my stomach is really pain.


Xoxo,
Yin

Last Friday.

Heheheheheheehe hello.
Finally (: I have time to blog blog blog.
So last Friday was a GIRL's day.
Hehehehhehh. Basketball time with my girls.
Freaking fun I swear. ;) lets do it again.
I miss the fun that I used to have so much with them.
And yeah, Yong Yee is not able to make it.
So the five of us. Having fun together just like kids.
Hehehhe. Wore the same shirt except for Huey >:(
We played only a while then it rains :(
NOHHH!
We waited at Pertiwi and yeah it rains like -.-
So Lynn and Huey decided to have some fun and LOL Huey fall down!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Sorry that I have to laugh so hard at you because I told you two not to do so. :P
After the angry boyfriend left we headed to yew yan's house.
BTW, it was my first time sitting in kj's car.

:)

Here's the nice picture we took.
Sorry lahhh if the picture stick together wan.

Phone ma :(

He is hot

My god ! :(
I wish my boyfriend has a body like him :)

Hello October !

OHHH NOHHH,
Happy 1 years old to my precious!
Hehhehe my iPhone finally turn 1 <3

So here's me staying at home and feeling bored.

See that love that I'm wearing around my neck.
It's from him :)
Is that a promise?

I love you hun.

Grand&apos;s great 80 :)

Hehehehehheehhehe there's only picture of me in my phone.
LOL

On the first day of October

Hello people!
Hehehehehehehhehe.
Boring Saturday :)
I just kinda sit and sleep the whole day.
Boyfriend went out to party again.
He party harder than me after TRIALS
>:(
Haha. It's okay, he should have fun.
So here's what I do laaaaa.

Iknowverydengbutimbored.