Celebrating Raya?

LULZ (:
Hello world, should be a really good day for ya!
Hehehehehhe.
Well, mine was extreme.
Teeeeheeee.
It's the 30.08.11 today.
RAYA LAAAAAAA!
Decided to see my hubby :) miss him already.
LOLS.
Went to pav with him and have lunch with his momma.
Thanks to his mommy for buying me stuff :)
Bought 1 bag and 2 shirts.
Quite cool , love the handbag lots!
Met up with Lynnie they all.
Quite a lot of them tho.
I didn't join them for picnic so sorry because I've promise my grandma to have bfast with her.
Hehehehe.
Tried out the new Ochada?
Something similar to chatime.
LOVE IT. :P
Nahhh, he says my drink sucks -.-
Bought my stuff and we went for karaoke.
The only time I sang so freaking many songs.
Heheheh.
Oh not to forget hubby bought me a shirt.
Hehehehe love it to the max!!
Thankiuuu sweetheart.
CHIONG K WITH YEW YAN , CJ & BF.
Heheh fun ;)
Most of them went home quite early la.
:/
Okay LAAAAAAA. I went home around 7.30?
Not a bad outing.
Actually kinda fun. Hehehehhehehehe.
I spent a lot la :/ OHMAIGOD.
Really pokkai.
Going back to KP tomorrow.
What! Haven't even pack.
Sien, last minute decision.
Ewwwww.

Gotta go people!

Xoxo,
Yin

30.08.11

Monday yo! :)
Guess what? Happy to the max.
Went out for breakfast then go for shopping.
Hmmm,
I really wonder laaaaaaaa am I transparent or what.
You crossed the line you know Bryan Lee?
Thankiuuu for making me having such a happy night yesterday.
It's MONDAY MONDAY AND IT'S A HOLIDAY!
Yeappie :3
Went out for good and expensive food (:
I think I'm broke already ):
DUHHHHH -.-
It's nothing much bout today.
I've bought 2 bracelets.
One for me and the other one is for me too :D
LAME LA I KNOW.
It's tuesday and it's raya tomorrow.
Selamat hari raya to all my malay friends (:
Just a short post to keep myself updating for the activities I did.
Part of my daily life la.
Boring like shit.

Exam
Is
Just
Around
The
Corner.

Have
You
Started
Revising? ;)


Yin

Oppps :/ Sunday (:

Told ya Saturday was fun ;)
I woke up at 8 and went for breakfast.
Hehhehehehehe.
With granny and cousins.
:/ urghhh. Dim sum like 2 week straight.
Okay, so what we did was always so last minute.
Hehhehehe.
Vinc come to my house and fetch me then went to bank.
BORED TO MAX YO!
So we plan to go shah alam (:
Yeah -.- and we really did.
Went home pack stuff and off we go.
They randomly so wana play badminton and yeah, we did.
TIRED LIKE SHIT.
Headed shah alam's home and swim :)
Poink Poink.
Hehhhehehehhehe.
Helping my cousin out trying her néw lens.
Went for lunch after that.
Then go for pasar malam.
I was so worn out.
I came back down with my cousin and yeah.
He don't know the road :'(
LUCKY GOT GPS LA DENG!
Heheheheheheheeheehe.
Not freaking out anyway.
Reach home and I just wana SLEEP.
eeehehehehehhehehehehh.
Was so happy :)
See, not bad having fun alone or with the family.
^^v
DUHHHHHHHHHHH.
Ask the boyfriend entertaint himself la.
He pissed me off so badly.

Not to forget, Friday night SKYPE with Sher , JM & YY :D
DUHHHHH. Obviously the boyfriend didn't accompany me la.
Nice chat tho (:

28.08.11

Yeap, it's a Sunday and I woke up around 8.30 today.
Slighty late.
Heheheheehehehhe.
Went to market to buy cake?
It's my cute lil shitzhu birthday.
10 years old right now.
Hehehehhehh.
My brother went AUS, so only me, my mom and my granny celebrate for him.
He's my precious.
Very loyal and he never made me mad.
He'll always be mine (:
Hhhahhahahaha.
I know it's weird celebrating a dog's birthday.
LOLS.
Still we do that every year.
I like it when my phone runs out of credit because the boyfriend won't stop looking for me.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
Good for him and a better life for me.
;)

Ciao,
Yin

Heartless.

Yellow people yellow.
I've forgotten what I've done for the past few days.
Yes, I know it's holiday already.
Wore my cheong sam today tho.
Hehehhehe with my heels I feel so tall.
I don't know what others says about me,
But many of them wore it.
They look awesome (:

Yes, PARTY ALL THE WAY.
Who says I can't be happy with myself.
I went having KOREAN BBQ after school.
Hehehheheh.
EPIC, expensive -.-
Special thanks to michelle's daddy.
Thanks again uncle for buying us lunch.
Thanks! Hehehheheh.
The food was amazingly good.
Although I'm not a Korean fan  it's still two thumbs up!
How great my boyfriend is,
Dont even have time for me :/
I know, he's busy partying.
Of course he got his time.
How can he be so heartless?
Was wearing my cheong sam today,
Wanting to have a picture with him but he rather play ball than ):
He didn't even bother calling me early in the morning.
Show me some effort that you're trying like puhhhh_lease.
He told me he will just go for lunch and movies?
Guess what? It's almost 12 now and someone tell me pls.
Where's my boyfriend?
Don't you even feel embarrass?
You tell me, A LUNCH AND A MOVIE.
Maybe I'll hope for you to come home before 11?
Like seriously you really messed up my mood.
Whatever boyfriend, thanks a lot.

So it's my cousin's birthday (;
HAPPY 21st bday yo!
Heheheh celebrated :)
Clubbing should be the perfect place. Hehhehehe
Round 2 peeps.
Round 2 ;) *wink
Had crab dinner which is super duper delicious!
Goddamnthecrab.
Guess what?
I got my meat slice off by the crab's shell.
Cool huh?
Now my thumbs it's wrap with plaster.
:'(
Nvm, ice cream cakes it's awesome too.
Hahahhahah.
Justsoawesomewithoutsomeonebreakingmyheart.
Thank god.
Called you twice, never mend to bother you.
Just wana know what the heck ya doing.
Just don't aspect me to call you.
:)
Starbucks anyone?
This hour is good.
OHHH AND FINALLY !
My daddy's home!
Ehehhehehehehehehehhehe.
Miss him to the max yo!
PARTY ALL THE WAY AGAIN TOMORROW.
My family love it's just never enough.
Hehehhe .
2 more days it's my baby's birthday!
Awesome, gonna celebrate for him.
He's always there for me.
ALWAYS.
LOLS.
I saw a ring today, super pretty.
It's hell expensive.
GOSH, why must it be so expensive?!
NOHHH.
Gardens tomorrow anyone?
Can't go pav, sorry adrian.
Heheheh.
So who's with me?!
LOLS.
Okay, a bit high.
Kinda fall in love with ray.
RayWilliamJohnson ;)
Check out if you can.
Bet you'll laugh the shit outta your ass.

So tell me boyfriend, you coming home or what?
Goodluck.

Yin

Hell yeah!

Hello, what a lovely Tuesday (:
I skipped school yesterday, yeah I've mention :P
So I went to school today.
MOST RELAXING DAY OF THE WEEK YO!
No moral! Kiss ma -.-
HEHEHHEHEHEEHEHEHEHHEHE.
I've been doing my add maths (:
Hehehh. I don't want to copy the whole set 5 times la.

Ohhhhh and have I mention I am FINALLY USING UNIFI :)
Effing fast ;)
You don't even have to wait to load yo!
So freaking cool !
Hehehhehehehehehehheh.
Apparently I have no tuition today!
Hahhahahah!
Freedom and great my phone ran out of credit.
Don't bother looking for me or even aspecting me to reply your message.
Like seriously, why me?
I'm just saying.

LOLS.
Dude, that is so not cool alright?
HHAHAHAHAHAHHAH.
Had bio extra class today ^^v
DUHHHHH - of course is BORING.
Nahhh, not that bad .
Sitting with the couple.
So  Hehehhe.
No laahhhh. Quite light bulb feeling la.
OHMAIGOD.
You guys should go listen to pitbull's latest song?
I don't know ? Maybe LOL .
Rain over me featuring Marc Anthony :)
He's so freaking sexy.
Don't forget to check out the chris brown and bieber's video.
Hehehhe quite NOT BAD.
I love bieber's hairstyle.
Looking good eh.
LOLS.
It's only 11 right now.
Hubby is sleeping?!!!!
OHHHH :/
K, I've done my add maths past year.

SO WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY?
nothing just one of those random days.
HHAHAHAHHAH.
K laahhh. I need sleep la since the bf Oi Oi d.


Night,

Yin

my class 2011 :')

In the class (:

It's a photo taking day !

Enjoy.

In the library :)

:/

:)

When everyone is busy ^^v

When everyone is busy take 2, ^^v

Can you like SPOT ME? :'(

Teeeheeee ;)

Girls in my class. 2011

Never a problem taking pictures together.

Basketball court (:

Is this where he got his first kiss?

LOL :P

2nd shot ;)

Wheeeee :3

JUMP SHOT :D

Michelle and her short legs! LOL

Sorrryyyy :/

The field (:

:#

Lynnie (:

The green green grass.

v^^v

<3

under the red hot sun :P

<3

PANGJOYEE is missing ):

Playing her VOLLEYBALL.

;D

Hallway (:

It's lunch time peeps.

Hehehehehheheh,

They name it the green land?

HAHAHA.

Yeappp,

It was a FUN day being at school.

22.8.2011

I skipped school today.

Was having such bad flu.

Sore throat

Coughing.

Ewwwwww.

Seriously,

So sick.

Gotta attend tuition later at 4 till 8.30!

WHAT?!
4 hours and 30 minutes of TUITION!
Dannngggggg :/

Hope hubby had fun in school ;)

I love you guys,

Enjoy the pictures right?

xoxo,

Yin

LOVED .

3 years (:

Our best moments <3

Suprise!

Teeeeheeeee ;')

* wink

Ends with <3

xoxo,

Yin

:) my loves

Hi finally our 3 years official being together (:
On the 18.08.11 mmmmmmmm
Gave him a surprise !
Of course gotta thank a lot of people.
Eehhehhehehehhhe.
Especially Michelle for that wonderful idea.
Heneheheh.
Made him breakfast,
Since he already told me that it's only 3 years no need cake then I just bought a slice.
Just for him.
Ehheehehehh.
Hopefully he likes it la.
Camwhore with humans at EVERYWHERE OF THE SCHOOL (:
It was an extremely fun week.
Hmmmm :'( another week is gone.
So fast!
Ohmaigod.
Due to the Internet connection I'm unable to blog.
NO WIFI CAN KILL D:

Today is the 19th,
Another dinner date with them.
Worst dinner ever? I mean for me and him.
LOL.
Still not bad for the friends.
JOJO was there too.
To my house again.
Hahahahahahhahahahahhaha.
From cheras come to kuchai and you're not even happy at all.
So how to like make you stay longer?
Wasting time lor.
It will spoils my mood too.
And I don't even know what I did.
Yes. Thanks to Shermaine and yang decides to bring me out for dessert.
We have conversations.
Laughter :)
I felt so much better after being so moody.
Hehehhehe went for dessert at sri petaling.
NOT BAD.
So so laahhhhhh.
My very first time in kenneth's car (:
He NEVER like flicking the signal.
HAHAHAHAH.
Dangerous boy.


Tired man TT

xoxo,
Yin

:) my loves

18.08.11

See See See !

It's 2 more days!

3 years we've been together!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH :P

Another year.

I know it's not long la.

But still :P ,

I'm happy for the both of us.

Heheheheheheh.

Shouldn't this be the happiest month of my life.

:/

Errrmmmmmmmm.

TT

I'm speechless.

dontknowwhathappenlaaaaaa.haish.

Anyway happy anniversary to myself :)

&

Happy anniversary hubby!

And yeah,

Tomorrow is Khai's birthday!

HAPPY BIRDAY KHAI!

:D

xoxo,

yin <3

What's love?

What's love ?

O.o hello love ones,

4 days i did no blog.

Good time? (:

It was a tough time for myself.

hehehehehehhehe.

What's my Saturday activity?

LOL

I kinda forgot.

OHH YEAAAAA.

I went shopping (: LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Sadly i didnt get to buy a thing.

Guess what? :P

I went trying on pretty dresses (:

trust me, the price is even more pretty.

LOL

I had the whole day all by myself.

LULZ :/

Honey went for undang? i forgot :P

Oh mai god.

I KNOW LA I GOT WHOLE DAY ALL BY MYSELF.

Quite bored actually but i have all the activities full by myself.

Everything is me now.

:(

Somehow, I feel like i'm living on my own.

He's never free.

Argghhhhhhhhhhh.

Move on,

Sunday (:

I can't recall most but i just know i wasted another day.

I slept most of the time then went for lunch.

I shower all three dogs and yea.

One of them broke the paip.

LOL did i mention it in the previous post?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Planned to go for snowflake on a SUNDAY night.

After Lin Dan's and Lee Chong Wei's match.

Kinda heart breaking after watching the match. :'(

try harder next time.

Snowflake was FULL with humans.

ON A SUNDAY NIGHT!

SUNDAY YO! :(

End up aving station one.

NOOB :'(

Monday,

Like finally I got my lens.

:)

Simply amazing.

Took me freaking long to wear it on.

hehehehehehhe

Not bad :P

Yea, skipped both of my tuition.

Extremely TIRED!

Wink *

This is what I actually do on my saturday.

Taking pictures of myself.

LOL

Kinda FUN :P

Gotta go!

Xoxo, Yin

10.8.2011

Yes, I'm here alone again :')
Seems like every night I have all the time on my own.
Feel like having my own life right now.
Nobody to care about or even to worry about somebody.
People really do change.
Just, too fast.

I'll be available every night.
It's either he's out or he's busy.
Nevermind.
Things won't go what you want them to be.
It's always wrong direction .
I guess he just can't see I'm in deep pain.
I know it's exam. He never have time for me:(
Everything have to be on my own.
Every night I'm always alone.
Good luck in everything tho.
Because someday you'll never see me again.
We might not have time for each other or something.
I want you to know :
NO MATTER HOW MUCH LAUGHTER I HAVE WITH OTHER GUYS , they never replace you or even beat you.
NO MATTER HOW IM NOT RIGHT BESIDE YOU, you'll always be in my heart (:

I'm just over sensitive, I know.
I never try to understand, I know.
I really love my boyfriend.
Then j guess now I have to love myself more than him.
I might lose control if 1 day he decides to leave me.
Always be prepare for these.

我自己怎么了，我也搞不清。
每个下课我只想你陪我多些。
我怕以后没机会了！
怎么了？
好孤单，为什么好想我过的生活都那么复杂。
哎，好伤身了。
这个下午我感觉到我很不好呢！
明知道会伤到你但我还是这样做。
对不起，
以后也不会了。
到现在我的心还是不舒服呢 ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥
我真的不配。
不管你有没有读我的blog都好啦！
只想给你知道，每给文章都有你哦！！
看你对我是多重要。
抱歉不能够陪你过我们的3年的记念日。
当然知道你爱我啦，
谁不懂真的是大笨蛋！

Always be positive when you're down.
:)
Smile whenever something brings you down.

You'll be fine (:

Xoxo,
Yin

ALL PET LOVERS!

To all the pet lovers out there (:
I have something to share.
I've found on the Internet that there's this poor retriever is looking for a new home.

NAME : Cherry
AGE : 5 years +
SEX : Female

I think she really needs a home.
As you see
Her owner wants to put her down to sleep because she's no longer need for breeding.
I felt awful when I read her story.
I think she deserve some love and she really needs a home now.
She's on for adoption.
Anyhow, please do visit the link if you're interested.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=678902991#!/photo.php?fbid=175099702562197&set=a.175099485895552.44889.100001865066207&type=1

I now have 3 dogs at home.
I've already adopted 2 of them and my mom wouldn't allow me to have another one.
I hope she'll have a nice home as soon as possible.

Do pay a visit to : http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001865066207

I'm sorry for the inconvenience, I'm not using a proper device to blog so I won't be able to lead you to the link straight.
Please don't mind copying on your web and search for it.
I would really like to help this dog.

Thank you (:

Yin

My Tuesday.

Start with some love <3

Hello, it's 9.8.2011

I did went to school today :)

Good for me? nahhh, not really.

Was in a sick mood early in the morning :/

Just say through out the day.

I'm not that happy.

Hmm, I know I know.

Live life to the fullest right?

Right * sigh *

Just NO LONGER the same anymore.

9 more days to me and hubby's anniversary.

(:

I wonder will we have a chance to celebrate?

I really don't know,

Nvm, as long as we're together I'm cool with it.

So I finally got my jacket today.

Pink for myself and Blue from baby.

Lucky it DID fit :P

I was having bread the whole day.

Kinda numb my taste bud.

I was in so good mood with the friends.

Somehow I really wish I could change.

Change my personality. . .

I somehow wana try living in my own world.

I care too much,

Not just my hubby but for everyone.

I love to think which is bad.

Then I end up emo-ing with my teddy :'(

I just want to have a happy lifestyle.

Live my own way, do my own stuff.

You see, the sucky feeling I got eveyrday just wont seem to go away.

Am I the one who's not letting go?

Or it's the problem that keep on coming to me?

I really don't know.

I want it :

SIMPLE < LOVELY < HAPPY.

This is what I really want.

:) :)

Hehehhehehehehehhehee.

Faking a smile it's not gonna work.

Giving me hug and kisses it's not gonna work too.

Because you dont know the problem.

:'(

Neverrrrrrrrrrr.

T^T

I just need somebody to love.

Good day peeps? ;)

Xoxo,

Yin

LULS :/

Hi yaaaaaaa there . . .
Lifeless me, I skipped school today.
Wasn't feeling well at all.
Woke up and texted hubby telling him I'm absent then i went back to sleep.
Didn't bother to reply the messages, was in an exhausted mood.
He miss me (: I can see that.
LOL. my weekend was awesome again.
I've finally watched Transformers ! SUPER SATISFACTION!
It was really good but I prefer Megan fox to be the ' GURL '.
I did blog on Friday right?
Yea :P I did.
Last Saturday was plain.
Hmmmm, dull only my mom & granny is home :(
I decided to bring granny out for lunch near Kuchai.
As I always tell her that I love the food there.
Yeappppp, we went for fish head noodle my all time favorite.
LOLS,
Head home and I have nothing else better to do.
I SHOWER ALL 3 OF MY DOGS.
One of them just hate bathing.
Hmmmmm, he decided to break the paip and yea he surely did.
I almost got scolded by mom :(
My boyfriend very busy playing computer games.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-.-
So I heard him telling me the jacket has arrived!
And and and the FUNNIEST part is ' the jacket just don't fit ' !
LOLS LOLS LOLS, boy ohhh boy.
He bought 2 I think?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA AND HE TOLD ME HE GAVE ONE TO JY :)
Since I already have the colour might as well give it to others ^^v
He really made me laugh hard.
So excited ! So wanting to feel my jacket ! So wanting to hug him tomorrow !
Heheheheehhheheeh his fats is really attractive.
FLABBY !
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KEEP IT UP BABY.
I've been hearing him saying that he wana lose weight since the day we started dating.
Nahhh, he gives it a try ? But fail.
Hahahahahahahaha.
His flabby tummy just won't stop FLABBYING !
LOL.
Kay laaaaaaa, no more CCA d >:/
Hopefully I'm gonna feel good tomorrow and it's gonna be a good day ;)
Same to you guys (:

Yin

It's just caring. That's all.

Yes, I had real enjoyment today.
As my boyfriend and my beloved ones came up to kuchai for dinner.
JO join us too (: so happy and not to forget the 'direction killer ' shermaine !
Yupppp. had western food for dinner it was okay.
I really enjoy, you can still see the happy face then.
After dinner plan to go for snowflakes. IT'S FULLY PACKED WITH HUMANS.
End up having my dessert at honeymoon.
Not to say it sucks but it's kinda overprice.
I was so in a blog mood at that moment hoping that I'll write a good one.
Nahh, not at all when it comes to going home.
Thanks to CJ who's willing to fetch me home. (:
I really appreciate the talk with Jo and CJ.
:')
All I do was just caring and no one seems to appreciate?
Just want you all to reach home safe and sound.
I don't want him to get in trouble alright?
It's for his safety and the 2 of you.
I'm not complaining :( nope, I just wana care.
What if there's a road block?
What are you guys gonna do?
I really don't hope that things like this will happen.
I wish you really understand it's not that I DONT ALLOW.
I know I have no rights at all.
At the end I really wanted to give up,
Giving up asking you guys to follow CJ. I really hope you guys do.
My boyfriend,
Don't make me worry? Please?
If you love me listen to me.
Glad that you guys really did listen.
Yew Yan care for your own safety alright?
I know I'm bossy la. Just safety always come first.
I have not much to blog , a dinner is great (:
Just end up like shit.

Yin

To everyone (:

Just finish my previous post and here's another one.
I'm really emo, well life gets harder each and everyday.
So, I just thought of myself that I'm one of the fastest sperm :)
I would like to say something to everyone.
Incase I leave this world early * touch wood *
LOL, please don't blame me from thinking this way.

To anyone who's single and looking for the right partner (:
GOOD LUCK (: God is just planning one of the best for u.

To anyone who's single but still waiting for that particular person (:
They'll be back I guess? Just wait till they regret how stupid they were last time to not be with you.

To anyone who's single and never wanted a partner yet.
Hehehehehhee you're really patient tho (: GOOD' enjoy the single life to MAX!

To the couples <3
Awwwww, most of us had gone through the same thing (:
Heartbreaks lohhhh.
Aiyaaa, that one moment of heartbreak won't lead you to hell.
Just gotta express it out and stop thinking about that bastard who breaks your heart <3
You'll be fine after 15 minutes?
Remember all the things you've one through with him/her :)
It's gonna stays in your memory.
Everyone deserves the best okay <3
Treat them like how you want to be treated.

Haiyor, I know I very popo laaaaaaa.
Very grumpy o. :/

Boyfriend ah boyfriend (:
Hopefully after you read my long long message will know la ha..
I still love you la.

Yin

IM HUMAN. TREAT ME AT LEAST BETTER?

I'm not even asking for more.
You have no time for me i dont blame you.
What's love?
I'm confused with this feeling.
Who's there for me when I need you the most,
DO YOU EVEN CARE?
I dont know, everytime we argue you just cut it off straight,
Losing you is pain, arguments are worse.
Do you regret being with me? Sometimes I really wonder.
Treat me better? Since you have no time for me, please treat me better?
You dont seem to appreciate me.
Not at all.
Am I really that bad?
Why should I be left alone to myself and watch myself to sleep.
You mental torture me.
IS THIS A TIME TO DEAL WITH PROBLEMS?
You hate to hear me cry, SO?
You can just say whatever you like.
You hurt me and ask me to deal with it because it's just a small matter.
Why is it always me being emo and not you being sad?
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME CRYING INFRONT OF EVERYONE?
I regret making that call, asking you question,
Are you really that forgetful? Or you just don't even bother letting me know?
How much do you love me?
WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERE NOT THERE!
I'm not good enough?
What's my problem?
You make me feel like a dumb girl who will always follow you, YOUR WAY.
What about me?
HEARD OF ME HURTING YOU?
Going out with OTHER guys?
Did I treat you that way?
I don't want myself to be treated like this that's why I dont wana do things that hurts you.
I care, I really do.
You love me like I'm your precious last time.
What now?
You're my boyfriend.
So? Should you be respecting me? Loving me?
Not ASKING ME TO DEAL WITH THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE.
I really hate it.
When it comes to these arguement you were never there for me.
NEVER, you'll give me that look and show me how angry you are.
It's burning inside my heart.
Do you ever feels the same?
I don't need you keep on hurting me, not caring about my feeling.
Yes, I'm very sad right now.
I depends on you too much .
I do everything before you even ask for it.
I've been to kind to you.
I've been loving you too freaking much.
I've been dealing deel depression dont you see it? Boyfriend?
Did you even take a chance to ask me what's wrong?
What happen? Are you OKAY?
Nope, never.
I'm too dumb to be . . . .
I don't want to be someone I can't.
Try asking you to stay away from your computer.
Is it hard?
To you, everything must go the way you like.
Silly me. Always thought that you'll do anything for me.
Boys, can't be trusted.
People say you get what you wish sometime.
Well I've been wishing for that one thing long long time.
When is it gonna happen?
Will you feel horrible when you loses me someday?
It's all my fault. I've been pampering all the while.
Yours attitude is just about the same as mine.
Don't spoil my mood please.
I still want to be happy being with my friends.
I don't need my friend asking me am I okay.
What happen, I just want them to know I'm happy and you love me.
Make me special? One day?
I scare I might not live long if things keeps on going like this.
Heartbreaks it's never easy.
Love is never easy.
I know you get bored of me telling you what happen.
And it's your fault and blah blah blah.
I never like to be a grandma either.
I'm too kind,
Yes, I might be hot tempered sometimes.
You are too.
I don't know why.
This earth it's so freaking big and there's so many freaking countries and so many different people.
I get to be with you.
Some kind of faith?
Do you believe that?
When you choose to be with me please love me.
I've never waste a single second loving you.
Have you ever did that to me no one knows.
I'm dealing the problem on my own right now.
Don't bother of telling me how impossible it is.
Please be rational.
I really hope one day, you get 10 minutes of just thinking what you've done to me.
How much have you loved and hurt me.
Is this where I really belong to?


Yin