I thought..

I was suppose to be happy,

But why turns up upside down?

You bought me ice-cream,

I was suppose to be happy,

But why am i feeling so lost today?

I was so not in a mood today.

So freaking tired,

Having a different feeling on you today..

I really dont know what's wrong with me today.

I can't really feel anything.

Nothing at all.

Yin

GG.com

It's already 10.30 p.m.

And you're not home yet.

Getting worried,

But it's okayy,

I know you're enjoying yourself.

I just got up from my afternoon nap,

Today after school went jusco with them,

I ate the '' butter milk chicken '' makes me feel,

SO SICK..

I went home around 3 :)
And i slept the whole journey in the car.

I showered and off to bed quickly,

Till now,

I'm still waiting for my Mr.Pig to call.

I'm getting ready to angry you ddd.

Bleahh.

Yin

I miss you :(

No calls from you,

No messages from you.

But why am I still missing you?

Yin

I cannot lose Bryan Lee Weng Wai in my life.

I just don't know why.

So in love with you.

Yin

You'll be fine :)

Yong Yee finally your operation over d?

:)

Get well soon.

Take care.

Yin

Pray to God that Yong Yee will be fine :)

I should really change.

Listening to baby yesterday,
Thanks for letting me know everything,
My bad attitudes.
:/
I really can admit,
I am a very '' Dor Dor Yeh '' wan lea :)
Nevermind lar,
As long as you love me,
Just for that 1 sec,
I will be happy.


Yin

I'm sorry carrot.

I am so sorry.
Didn't know you will feel that way.
Don't be sad.
I am just having misunderstanding yesterday.
:(
I am really fine.
No worries larr. :)
Smile.


<3 Yin

Sorry.

Although it hurts badly,

But fact is fact.

What had happened,

Forgive it. And try your very best to forget.

I tried my very best to forget,

But what i have seen with my own eyes,

I wouldn't forget..

I forgive everything you done wrongly.

You really can't blame me from being sad.

I just don't know why,

I can be very happy staying in your life.

But it seems like you look happier staying in others life.

Stop lying to yourself.

Make up your mind.

Give yourself a right decision.

I'll wait.

You made promises and you broke promises too .

You make me so upset today.

Making ME want to scold you,

RIGHT IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY!

Can you please stop breaking promises?

You promised me you will never do that again.

So?

What did i saw today?

I am so fed up.

I really don't think I'm important anymore.

Memorise . . .

SEE! Solve the MISUNDERSTANDING asap. :)

My birthday :)

Pavilion..

Baby, BBQ~

Baby, Mid Valley..

Sabrina Chew Birthday. :)

Yee , May , Yin

Just being Random..

Yin

I didn't blog for 2 days,

I hope you're still reading it.

The problem is me

The problem is always here,

This is the problem,

And the problem is ME.

I am the one who gives u those face first.

You make me feel so angry early in the morning.

I don't get angry so easily unless something will broke my heart k?

You don't text me i won't angry.

You didn't buy food for me i won't angry either.

Comforting me without knowing the prob,

SUCKS!

I didn't tell you what happen this time,

Yet got scolded and ignored by you.

Thinking am i really that hard to understand?

Boys don't give a damn about what's the problem.

This is what i always HATE.

If i told you,

What will it be?

The same thing over and over again.

Telling me the same old thing.

If u get fed up,

You just walk away,

This is how you behave.

I understand so well,

That's why I'm not willing to say why am i so angry bout.

Others care,

But not you.

Maybe in your heart.

You don't show it..

I don't know,

Or u don't even care.

After listening to your mom say,

It's true..

I can't even concentrate on my study when something happened.

I can say that I'm not perfect.

You ask me to stop saying bad words,

I stopped.

Whatever things you asked me to do,

I did.

But there is just that ONE thing i can't do it.

To me you're perfect,

Me to you maybe I'm normal.

Yin

Home

I'm so bored,

Coz hubby is so busy today..

Plan to have dinner together but he got dancing class.

=(

He promise to buy me FOOD! :D

Then everything is solve..

My sick is getting more serious,

I am really really sick.

I just sat in front of the TV for the whole day.

Got into addiction in HK dramas.

LOL..

Mom complains a lot.

Asking me to move around.

But i'm just like a sick pig,

I just want bed and FAN :)

No need air conditioner.

LOL

Save electricity :)

Teeeeheeee..

Gotta rest,

And wait for my sweetheart's call.

Yin

:(

I am really sick,

My voice totally changed.

Although I'm sick but i still go hang out yesterday!

Daddy came back,

Went Mid Valley introduce my '' dream '' phone ytd,

LOL,

The price for that phone is the problem.

Mom was mumbling non stop.

It's so pretty.

:(

Baby went to Melacca yesterday,

I was so bored at home,

I woke up and watch the latest movie :)

Until 6 oclock,

Go shopping.

I didnt get anything..

So..

Not consider as shopping.

I miss you a lot lea pigggg,

I am really sick . :(

Your pigg is dying.

LOL

Ily,

Yin

IFC :)

Today is IFC day :)
International Food Carnival.

I was in a really sick mode.

LOL,

As u can see,

I am always sitting down but not helping.

Hopee u guys don't blame me yaaaaa.

I am really sickkk.

'' DAI SIONG FUNG "

Need to see doctor liao,

I though An Apple A Day, Keeps The Doctor Away?

But my Apple is special :)
Nobody has it except me!

HAHAHAH!

Our deco is good enough,

Others club did a really great job,

But OUR CLUB did a MARVELOUS job!

*Peaceeee.

Went Pav with baby + + +

Was really sick and tired,

Around 8,

Go home lea,

Was sleeping in his bed,

And i sneezed like 10 times a day?!

Craaaappp.

One day i'm gonna sneeze my nose out!

:(

I am really sick.

And that movie WATER BABIES..

SUCKS LIKE HELL!!

Seriousllyyyyyyyy! DO NOT WATCH!

WARNING!

But although the movie sucks,

With my sick mode,

I'm still happy hanging out with u :)

Had so much fun today.

And now i am so tired,

Wondering am i going to Melacca with baby and his mamiii?

*Sorry i made you get scolded today dear.

ILY

Yin

I know you wouldn't care.

You turn your back on me after school.

Wondering have i ever did this to you?

Is it my fault?

Of coz, you don't feel anything.

I hope i don't feel anything too.

If i really don't,

Means i'm not in love with you anymore.

It hurts a lot when you turn your back on me,

Not saying Goodbye.

Not looking back.

Don't even care whether I am home safely a not.

What if one day accident happens on me?

Have you ever think of that before?

Force me to leave when my mom haven't even arrive.

Do you know I will be scare walking a far distance alone?

Although it's so near to school.

But I'm still afraid.

So that's why i always stay a while.

Making sure that my car is there.

You wouldn't understand,

How hard is it to stand there,

Listening your conversation with some stupid voice.

I hope you get what I mean.

I am just right beside there,

And the stupid voice just came out like this.

What am i suppose to do?

Smile?

Yin

But now there are misunderstanding between them :(

No more misunderstandings between you and me <3

I only broke my '' bad words '' promises

I know i have promised you many times,
For not using bad languages.
:(
And i failed all the time.
But this time,
I will keep on reminding myself,
That using bad languges is so lousy.
:)
Babbyyy. Im sowieeeee :(



Appleeeeeee. <3

Friends.

I know who you're mad at :)

I know everything too.

Chill,

Maybe is just misunderstandings.

* I am just trying to make thing clears,

* Not to make thing worse.

As a friend,

We don't betray,

Maybe for some reasons,

We are just caring.

That makes you feel like your friends are betrayers.

Teeehheeee.

I know you guys have a really good relationship last time.

Both if you helped each other a lot.

Both share secrets and everything.

Both are like besties.

Heeeeheeee :)

Babe,

You know how to advice me :P

Try doing it on your own kayy?

No hard feelings.

Smileeeee.

You're always there for her,

And she's always there for you.

She's just caring babe.

:)

So do I.

Yin

I miss you hubby :(

Im dying!

IFF is just 2 days away.

F***!

How the hell am i suppose to handle all those stuff?!

I need help!

OMG

Im seriously dying laaa weyyy.

Feeling so busy these few days.

Hmmmmmm..

Maybe i should get some rest. :)

And throw away everything like you did.

Yin

Yesterday

I don't know why, I was so freaking mad yesterday.

Aiks,

Maybe is because of Bryan Lee.

Gek me until GG d.

These few days...

I know everybody is complaining about my sick face.

I am not angry or sad..

But i just feel like i need to calm down.

July.

Not really a happy month for me.

Aisssssh,

I felt very depressed.

* Not pretty enough,

* Not smart enough,

* Not active enough,

* Not hyper at all.

I dont know why i feel like this.

Maybe it's my stomach,

I know i look ugly when i don't smile.

But faking a smile everyday make me feel sick.

And yes,

I have really bad gastric these few days,

I don't seem to eat a lot like last time.

Went home,

And then i need to rest,

Asking baby to wake me up at night.

But he wakes me up really late.

It's okayy,

As long as i get some rest,

I'll be fine.

Yin

Aiks, you're not happy.

Sigh

I thought i apologized.

But seems like no use at all.

Since the day i said sorry,

I really did not blog about you.

I hope you are reading this.

I am truly sorry,

I'm just that fucking bitch.

Please just forgive me.

Whatever stupid stuff i did that makes u feel uncomfortable,

I am really sorry.

I swear I never hates u,

I never.

Maybe we should really have a talk.

I dont dare to look at you,

Because,

I found you prettier than me,

Smarter than me,

Slimmer than me,

Better than me,

I just dont dare to look at you.

Maybe somehow,

I am moody,

But doesn't mean it's you kayy?

I post this with my heart.

I never wanted this,

And i never wanted to broke this friendship.

I really never see this coming.

We share , we care everything.

But now is all changing.

I just wish to stop the time that we're having fun together.

I hope you'll forgive one day.

Yin

Goodbye world.

1 year 11 month

It has been 700 hundred days having you in my life.

Gone through so much.

Really, we've gone through EVERYTHING><

There's nothing else is more important than having u in my life.

I hope you'll be treating me as the same.

Will I always be important than others?

Will this relationship last long ?

I'm freaking out now.

What's gonna happen after 18/7/2010?

Will we make it to 18/8/2010?

I wish to.

If we cant, i dont know where am i going to be in 18/8

Maybe I'll leave the world,

And set you free.

*I really hope you're not cheating.

Yin

I'm uselessssssssssss. FCUK!

It hurts

MY LEG! OMG

It hurts,

So much.

LOL :)

Went IKEA,

Just there to accompany family ==

So bored.

But when it comes to FOOD.

It's my world after all !

HAHAHA!

Enjoyyyyy my day.

Yin

Waking up EARLY :)

Woke up at 10.30 a.m

Pity the piggg tuition at 8 :)

Went to bed damn early yesterday,

After my shower,

Im dead in bed.

teeeeheeeee :)

Im lazy to call u d,

I dont even wana walk to the phone,

It's like 10 miles away from my bed.

LOL

Was really tired.

00.50 *ring ring*

Hello?

Is the pig sound i hear,

Wakes up*

Walk to the other room and chatted awhile.

Sleep backs again.

Wheeeeee =)

And now,

Im FREE + FRESH + ENERGETIC

And baby is sleeping ==

Miss you much.

Yesterday

Although yesterday's plan was ruined by the boys,

I dont really mind,

Lynn was kinda upset.

PLAN : PAVILION

But *last minute plan

LEISURE MALL.

o.O

It was still okayy for me.

Went to eat Dragon-i again.

Yummyyyy ^^

But was kinda priceyy.

Baby ordered '' Zha Wan Tan ''

LOL!

It was '' NICE "

HAHAHAA.

Dont ever try.

Not worth it.

After that went PASAR MALAM,

Walk walk walk,

Buy DVDs den went back to baby's house.

teeeeheeee =)

Watched TWILIGHT LOL!

I finally bought the Disc,

Woooohhhooo =)

Around 8.30 went home :)

Nice nice

p/s : i love the way you sleep *kisses.

Yin

I'm starting to miss you.

Had a wonderful day.

Hope you're not cheating on me :/

i thought we won't make it.

I wish I'm going out tomorrow :)

3 more day to 700 days.

ICT now :)

Forever Im not COOKING anymore.

home :) when im waiting for your call

Loves.

A small matteR?

How come i cant be the one you love?

It's so hurtful to know thay,

The one you love, doesnt loves you back at all.

I'm hurt enough.

In my ♥

In school :)

One of my fav bottle from hubby

♥

Bio :(

PJK :)

Sunshine! :D

I rmb this :) I took this picture after your kisses.

I smile so happily! LOL!

♥

:)

Chemistry without Jo :(

Yin

I miss you :(

*I miss you **

Sek sek sin

Muacks muacks

Food Yummyy Yummm :)

The ' Dor Dor Yeh '

She's the DOR DOR YEH girl :)

Istillloveher no matter what.

Piranas

Wheeee =)

I'll be dead if u throw me in !

== my tummy.

It's huge! HAHAHH!

:)

I feel free :)

He's off :(

Will miss you :(

Take care yeeaaa.

Loves.

I love it

After the 8 a.m. sweet morning call from my piggie :)

I'm not mad anymore!

Loves >

It's good to see her smile :)

THIS IS GOING TO BE SUCKS!

I'm watching ECLIPSE :(

ALONE!

Aikssss.

DESPICEBLE ME! :)

YOU MUST WATCH WITH ME!

I DONT CARE WHAT PLANS YOU HAVE!

IM NOT GOING TO WATCH MOVIE ON MY OWN ANYMORE!

BRYAN LEE U ARE GOING TO
ACCOMPANY ME! IDONTCARE!

Eclipse? Dont ever mention that again.

Got so eff-ing disappointed.

What's the meaning of

Watching my FAV movie without my love one?

I got so damn moody

Do you know that?!

I eff-ing hate myself.

Why can't i be the one who watch with you.

I know this is a small matter.

But i really hate it.

What's the point of watching the 2nd time?

No point la.

I dont get it too.

I am mad.

SO MAD!

Promise I will got presents!

WHERE IS IT?!

This time i damn dul*n d la.

Deng.

When i watch eclipse also beh song d la.

YERRR!

I beh song d larrr!

Whatever movie i wan to watch with you,

Always couldnt make it.

Everytime until the very last minute oni ask me wana go a not.

=(

IHATEYOU laaaaa!

Every single time also like this lea.

Baby, Let me cry the very last time kay?

I swear the very last time.

Maybe I just loved you too much

D:

And you're HOT & you're COLD.

:(

Neutral please.

B-)

F--- LAAAAAA! :(

Meeting again!

W-F!

I'm upset :(

You treat me so cool today ~~
Unlike those days,
You never hug me like you use to do.
:(
What happened again?
I'm so afraid to get hurt.
What's the feeling when we kiss?
Maybe i'm just thinking too much.
I hope?


Yin

I'm hardworking :) for today

I miss you so much,

But i force myself not to call until i done my work

Urghhh.

U never call me too T___________T

Sad.

LOL,

You bought your new phone le lar piggy?

Happy lurrhh.

Now u can sayang it more than me d laaaa har??!

Now i HATE my phone d laaaaa.

So LAUYA liao :(

Den forever i cannot make notes d lor??

Sad case.

Aiks,

Many humans is going through emotions.

LOL.

But when I'm one of them.

I feel like is the end of the world.

I just dont know how they feel lea?

Curious.

:D

Ily bryanlee.

Yin

ILY post.

ME : Why need to chat lea?

BABY : Chat is time for me to give my time and love to you :)

ME : *FAINTED .. you so lumm eh?

BABY : Of coz :)

Whatever lil things you do, I'll still find happiness in my heart.

Sometimes.

Sometimes i dont get near you,

Is because i want you to come to me.

Sometimes i dont talk,

Because i want you to start the conversation first.

Sometimes i go missing,

Is because i want you to look around for me.

Sometimes i dont kiss you,

Because i want you to kiss me first.

Sometimes i dont call or text,

Because i want you to call me first.

And i know you are thinking about me.

But i still miss you.

I love it when u randomly

CALL or TEXT me.

Send me lovely message when i fall asleep.

Kiss me goodbye :)

Whatever I say,

It's true!

Yin

KLCC

Today,

Was a FAMILY DAY!

LOL!

Went Klcc sky bridge.

NICE VIEW UP THERE!
Woke up damn early in the morning to queue for TICKETS.

IT'S FREE!

Most of them were tourist.

When i reached there like 8 a.m?

I was almost the last for the queue!

OMG!

So many people were there.

Especially tourist.

We brought Granny too.

My grandma had lots of fun i think?

After the sky bridge.

WENT AQUARIUM!

Wowwwww!

I've been there for 4 times d.

LOL!

It's FUN!

Bryan pig, U missed out d!

HAHAHHA!

Next time we go together.

YAY!

Then we can have our sweet time together.
LOL!

Oki larrr.

My toes are tired.

=(

Wish someone could just give me a massage!

teeeeheeee *winks

Yin

I wish for my fairy Godmother to visit me again :(

I'm so annoying. I know

Whenever i heard that song, I cry.

Although I know you will comfort me.

But i just don't want to let you know.

Because, I cry too much.

And you cared too much.

I just dont want you to feel annoyed.

Im sorry.

I always want to face things by myself.

Although i keep saying i dont need you.

Or asking you to go away,

I lied.

In my heart,

I'll say : come back baby, you're the one i need.

Jing Yee's place

Yesterday,

Went to Jing Yee's house party.

It was fun :)
I guess?

After school,

Went Jusco mum mum.

Went baby's house,

Clean myself up.

And then go leisure mall with Sab Lynn + KJ.

Then baby wants to go CC.

So I'll just accompany him.

LOL

I never been so good to someone.

I just sit near to him to watch him play.

Haha.

It was worth waiting for him.

He played around 1 hour

Den STARBUCKS :)

Follow Jiunn Ming's car to go JY's place.

BBQ :)

Cards

Photos.

HAHA.

All i have was FUN with them!

The hamsup gang!

OMG!

I never went out so late with them before.

I reach home around 12.30p.m

LOL!

Lucky mom didnt scold or get angry at me.

I was tired.

=/

My first time hanging out so late,

With baby.

=)

Was really fun but

I dont know whether he feel fun a not!

LOL.

Went home,

Gave a call.

And go OI OI!

Had a really bad dream last night.

Was horrible.

I told baby.

LOL!

Iloveyou.

Yin

My mistake

I always trust u 100%

Although you might be saying that is a small issue,

To me,

It's a big deal.

You broke my heart once,

I dont hope you go for twice.

It's not easy to continue my life without you.

But

I guess I am not that important to you in your life anymore right?

Maybe things are just not working out between us.