Meeeeeeee boyfrieee.

Arghhhhh, I miss him much. :3
3 weeks I dont get to see him I think?
When I'm back, he's gone to somewhere else.

>:(


Ohh nvm, he promise to spend quality time with me at the moment he's back in Malaysia.
I miss you hubb!
Gotta buy me lots of souvenir okay ^^v

Peace baby !
Happy new year to you first! <3

Have a safe journey.
I think this is the latest photo of him in my phone.

Lovessss,

Greetings!

Yeap, I'm living in an apartment @ Philippines! :)

This is what I really call the perfect life here !

Heavenly shops. LOL

2012

Hmmm :) hi peepsssss.
Most of the buddies is at Lynnniee party I guess?
Sadly I couldn't make it tho :(
Heheheheheheh.
I think this is the last post before going to the airport or something.
I think I wont enjoy myself that much. :/

I don't know we'll see.
So my boyfriend made a promise.
And I hope he remembers it!

Good byeeee people and have a safe journey wherever you're going! <3


Lots of lurveeee,

Yin

Don't.

Please don't always tell me you love me just to make me feel happy because I know you've loved me since the very beginning of my love story. I don't want you to always feel sad for me. You always says that I'm a big girl, just let me handle my emotional once for myself. & I love you too.

19.12

I dont know what's worse than this feeling. I don't know what I really want now.
But all I want is just to have a break for myself for falling too much on a guy.
This post is for no one.
Is something I see quite often in my life.

People starts to walk away from my life.
People starts to change and will never be like the same.
People pretends everything is gonna be fine when they know it's not.
People deny things even everyone knows the truth.

I think I changed, I dont feel like talking, I don't feel like faking smiles to everyone just to prove that im fine.
All I want is just stay close to my family.
I only wana hang out with my world best friend.
I only feel like talking to people who treat me serious and never turn their back on me.
I dont want to cling to my BF.
I don't know what happen to me.
I dont use to be like that.
Selfish, stupid and revengeful.
I guess that's not my stuff anymore.
I feel like seeing my dad right now, I dont want to wait another day and wait for the fucking time pass.
I don't want to face another terrible day.
I know I sound like a shit right now, i think I'm just not happy about myself.
This is not me.
I use to be happy, laughing & fooling around with everyone.
No, tears dropping every single night,
Even tho I end the day with happiness and I got so moody yet Idontknow why.
I think it's non of my boyfriend business.
It's just me being a retard.
A girl who's not even mature to learn to let go.
I'll be so childish and find ways to make one stay or talk to me longer.
Do not have to give me hint telling me you're not in a mood for something.
Because you're acting is bad.
I don't wana let others drag me in with their life. I'm slow enough to catch up.
I just want to learn to let go and not to hold back EVERYTHING.
Girls, you're pretty, super pretty!
Don't let some jerks make your life miserable. Because even before you met them, you're more than perfect.
I don't know will this promise last.
I probably won't get to see my love until January 7th 2012.
So, have a great time and always take good care of yourself.
I'll try to make myself happy without you.

This is just not me, I dont want to spoil people happiness.

Baby, sorry I don't reply you.

* I love you and always remember to take care. *

Just have an awesome time.
Party like you're single.

Don't have to worry about me because I'll have activities for myself too.
Just take care.

I'll always love you like you do.

Xoxo,
Yin

18.12.2011

HEEHHEHEHEHEHEH.
It's our anniversary again!
Woots woots. Just got home from concert with YEWYAN, ( the ticket supplier ) , PUILING, BF, FUNG, BEH, & CJJJJJJJJJJJJ!
WOHHOOOOOOO! my very first time being at concert!
It's was flood by humans.
Humans everywhere.
Lucky, there's some celebrity I really know! And get to sing along.
LOL, it's 01.12 a.m.
Ohh boy, it's kinda weird for me to get home this late.
After concert went for food near by ma house.
OHLALALALLLALALLALLA.
My asam laksa sucks -.-
Kinda tasteless. LOL
ME N THE BF ORDERED THE SAME THING.
Gosh.
Everyone is going to Genting.
Arghhhhh, wish my flight wasnt that early so I'll be able to make it.
Ehehehehe. I really enjoy myself tonight.
Especially with the BF because my first time going to a concert with him.
WOOTTTSS.
Had lots of laughter in the car.
:) thank you cj for fetching me.

And thanks to YEWYAN for the ticket.

And happy anniversary Bryan lee.^^v

Xoxo,
Yin

People who smile.

People who smile most hides the most pain.
I never did or never were been place no.1 :/
There's no use crying because nobody gives a shit.
If I could just choose I think I'll have to choose something that would makes me happy.
For me.
I'm not being selfish. Because everytime I felt the same. Being treat last.
Ohh one more day to our anniversary.
Happy anniversary.
I can say 2011 is the most beautiful year of all.
And this is what I really meant the real life.
I never know what's in his mind. I never like being left out.
Not just an I love you would settle everything. Maybe sometimes I'm really pushy. I'm really being an asshole, I hope you forgive me because this is really myself.
I never thought of changing you, controlling you.
People might said I'm a bad gf because I've never trust or gave you more than enough freedom.
I always talk and I get over it or just keep to myself because i know telling anyone is really no point.
Because you were never the listener I wanted to tell.
We're so in love, but I guess I'm the only one who loves you more than anybody else.
I don't want to compare anything with you. I just realize that you have your perfect life.
Without me, your life will be even perfect. You might not need me at this point. But I just need you when I'm feeling down.
Why must it always ends this way.
Faking everything and thinks that everything will be just fine tomorrow.
We have no planning.
I guess we don't need any.
You'll still have sweetness inside you.
I hope that I'm still in there.
Because I can't afford to lose you anymore.

PROM !

Hello there people! Yupp it's finally the prom day and it ended.

Everyone was well-dressed and look extremely hot and handsome! ;) I guess this is the night where I will never forget. My very first prom with my boyfriend.

I would say that it's a little sad that it ended. I'm gonna miss it.
Everybody dance their heart out on the dance floor.
Mmmm-mmmmmmmm finally had a slow dance with my boy! We've always been fooling around and never get a chance to really dance. HAHAHHA.
And the most important is he made me feel special tonight. :) thank you for that.
I was super happy, to dance , to laugh, to smile with everyone. It's amazing!

Everything is just simply perfect tonight.
Thank you Sri garden and orgernisers!
You guys did an awesome job!

Wheeee :3
Oh and this is my date!
Lovessss him to the max.

December loves.

Hellooooooo.
YES! I finally finish my exam.
I think a few days ago :)
I couldn't believe it tho.
No worries ! Nothing just relax.
And this is what I really call a life.
So I went for a haircut ytd.
I don't know whether it suits me a not.
I think it's normal to hair a new haircut? LOL
OKAY, so had family dinner almost everyday. I don't have to study yet and it's quite cool now.
Kinda love it. Hahahahahahhaha.
Ohh and the boyfriend came to visit today.
I sure do miss him much lu.
It's been quite a while since we hang out and talk.
Everything seems to be perfect right now.
Enjoying to the max and good luck to my friends for exam on Monday and Tuesday!
All the best ^^


Ohh by the way.
This is what I call the new look :)

Pretty pretty dresses.

Hello people!
How's ya day, can't believe that exam is just 7 days away and im still going for shopping.
Went to pavilion today with the family.
And we just kinda spotted some pretty pretty dresses along the way.
LOL. I tried on almost everything on that particular DINNERDRESS store. EVERYTHING WAS PRETTY!
I tried everything.
Seeking dresses for prom.
And you would not believe how class was the DRESSING ROOM, and there's people helping you to put on dresses. The first time in my life, I pampered myself over the limit.
I was trying pretty pretty long dresses that drags on floor. HAHAHAHHAHA.
Everything is a perfect fit. But still I look super super super fat and I know it's not gonna be pretty on me.
But still I got myself a prom dress already. Just by accident. HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE. I wouldn't say it's pretty or classy. But just normal. It's not black and I'm surprised. I don't know whether it's lovely or not but I surely do love it a lot. IT'S REALLY LONG.

Hehehe oh I just can't wait to find a pair of heels to match my dress.


Xoxo,
Yin

My first make up.

LOL, hello. This doesn't consider as first. Well since the boyfriends want to see the fake face then this is my really first time putting on make up in front of him.

I'm new to the eyeliner. K.

9 more days.

9 more days to exam.
This is real shit. :(
OHHH god. Back then I was like : I still have a whole year to prepare SPM. NOW I WAS LIKE : NOHHHH. it's so freaking fast.
9 more days. :(
9 more days. :(
9 more days. :(
This is real shit.
This is real shit.
This is real shit.

Hello peeps,
I'm sorry that I have to keep reminding myself that there's 9 more days left.
This is real shit.
One shot & one chance of your life.
This is rea shit. LOL
Sorry I have to repeat the same thing again. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
It's Friday and had a fun match today.
Although we didn't win :)
It's okay.
So yea, nothing much about today.
Just an ordinary day.


Hehehehe I BLOG for FUN.

I wonder will he gets mad when I do this.

For the only Bryan in my heart.

Hello boyfriend ! (: this post is for you and I hope you read. Hehehehehe.

Ohh yes, I still remember when I first met you. I found you quite ' not bad ' AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
My god so paisehhh. Okay, Hehehhe after I fell in love with you, I never had a chance to study in the same class with you anymore. So it's okay. Ohh, I still remember when you CHASE me and you told the whole world that I CHASE you. Hahahhaah. It's okay, let it be. As long as we're together now and I hope this last. I love being around you & mostly I love being pampered by you. You're not too much and just nice for me. Fun and easy. I love it and you suits me best. I share everything with you and we have fun together. There's arguments laaahh, happiness lahhhh, sadness lahhhh, separations lahhhh but still we're together after we've been through all that. I remember out first outing, my birthday. Ehehehe and our first photo too! (: when we first kiss I remember everything and I know you do too! Ohh what a wonderful memory <3
The first time I meet your parents, your family. And the first time I have dinner with your family. Hehhehehhehe. These are all so wonderful. 
The first time you came to my house. Ohh gawd not to forget the laughter we use to have and it's so happy. I'll always remember you even we are separated. I love you as always until something end this up.

Remember honey,
If you're still trying, I'm still staying <3

I love you love you love you!

When we're young (: <3
This is what I call growing together! Hhehehheheheheheh.

November has finally arrived.

Hello November and goodbye October.
It's finally here.
Yes, exam is finally near. Although I want to finish it fast but not much effort has put in. :(
I know this is gonna be so bad.
Like so so so bad.
Celebrated huey's b'dae yesterday.
Hehehehe happy ' early ' birthday!
Things didn't expect to happen really did happen.
Green house, I don't know why we're always last but this year you guys work the shit out of it. Hehehehe we are no longer LOSERS. heehehehehhe.
I'm so proud of myself. I've been so freaking loyal to my own house and yea we kinda sort of humans and we always lose. :( BUT NOT THIS YEAR.
(: wink wink.
LOL LOL LOL, you can't imagine the laughther that me and huey had during the GIRL's double. LOL LOL LOL.
She is freaking out. HAHAHHAHA and I feel bad laughing at her. Hehehe we still had fun (: My very last interhouse game. My very last schooling days and my very last high-school life. It's gonna end just that fast.
There will be no more seeing each other everyday. The same number of friends surrounding you and there's no more bonding time.
This is happening so fast and yes. I'm graduating. Like seriously?
 when I was just new to this school I hope to get out fast.
So many different experience, fun, sadness, happiness, so many pain I've been through. Just so many that I couldn't recall.
And now I look back, it's all about them being there around me.
Arguments, parties and outings. This is so depressing. Thinking that I wouldn't see most of the bestie anymore.
Everyone going overseas? I really do miss my high school. I really will miss it. Well, we gotta move on. (: and I'm finally leaving the school. It all happens so quickly.
I will be meeting new friends soon. Very soon. I'll be missing them day by day.
Will they remember me?
The fun we use to have together.
Ohh no, it's so emotional.
Just want you to know that you guys are the best ! Forever and ever you all will be in my heart. :)

Ilarveyouguyssosomuch

Xoxo,
Yin

Yellow people!

Hehehhe hello hello (:
Yup this is my 2nd post of the day.
Ohh NOH, I wasted another day playing with my hair.
Hehehehhehehe oh nohhh, tomorrow is Monday again. Monday blues 
Hehehe I wana share some picture of me. I know I dont take great/pretty pictures but I like taking picture of me and sharing on blog.
Laallalalalalla. So this is me and have you ever notice that my phone is taking picture without any clothes on? HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Okay, this is the me.
And check out the 'new' hairstyle. ;)
Oh and can you see that pillow? The red heart shape pillow? Yea, it has my name on it (;

Enjoy! <3

Ear-ring DAY!

Hheheheh ello!
What a dull Sunday. Boring and plain.
So I went to take pictures today.
FOR THE DARN EXAM PICTURE.
Heheh I looks ugly.

Basically what I've find something interesting is EARINGS!
My god. You wouldn't believe how pretty it is! I'm gonna show you some picture of it and yea thats a bout it I guess? :D

Ps: my favorite is the OWL :)

Xoxo,
Yin

Hair day 2.

Hehehe I might wana hang out with my friends one day and put this hairstyle on. It's quite fast and easy ! Lastly, it's all about braiding and having a tidy hair. :) highly recommended for BADHAIRDAY!

Hair day.

It's a fun hair day (:

I just love playing with my hair <3

With different styles of braiding! It's quite fun you should try it too!

This hairstyle get me

- 6 rubberbands

- 15 pins.

And its still not tidy. ;(

Happy Friday !

LOL LOL LOLS!
Yeap it's Friday and most of us went to school (:
Not badddddddd. More than I expected tho.
Teeeeeeheehehee
So it was another fun day I guess.
20 of us went lunch together and it's quite awesome somehow. Heheheheh.
Thanks to those who have cars yo.
If not I guess not everyone is going ! LOL
I've finally return his hardisk. That thing have been bothering me almost a year you know. Finally!
Wheeeee :3 it's quite exhausting.
OHHH and not to forget hubby owe me 300 kisses I guess? LOL
MY ASS IS SO PAINFUL.
Thanks to Hao Fung he think his ass is damn strong! >:(
It's all blue black now.
And yeahhh tomorrow is Saturday again (:
OHHH NOHHHH spm is just 17 more days? I guess?
Hehheheheh.
I've started having my oats meal again. :( that bowl of cereals is really killing me lo. My god taste like * shivers
So here's a picture of me ;)
And I'll blog about what I've ate last Saturday because it's definitely the most epic meal I ever had. And it's some kind of organic vegetarian food.

:) good night people!

Work it out baby !

Basically it's obvious that this is my leg. With my all time favorite PINK Nike. :) just blogging and I'm out of topics so just don't want my blog to be dull.
And I'm now currently waiting for my boyfriend to call and STOP HIS MAHJIONG.

Loves,
Yin

Tuesday %

Hi peepsssss :)
Yupp, it's Tuesday already. 2 days down.
LOL. Hehehhehe
So here's my boyfriend chatting with me on FACEBOOK. I know it's super lame but see what he wrote. Makes me doesnt want to kill him anymore.


LOL LOL LOL.
Can you see it?
He said : you fat I also love you ma. ^^

He is really my boy 

24.10 hols!

Hehheheh yup everyone is having their DEEPAVALI hols!
Wheeeeee :3
Just wana blog about something.
Something that always stucks in my head.

So I have ' GUYS ' friends.
And and and when I chat with them how come I always get things like

Friend : How good if she's more caring like you.

: How good if she got half of your thinking.

And I really don't know why is it me stupid or too good? I really don't understand. But I think the most important is my boyfriend never realize. Is it because he's used to it?

So, tell me if you're my friend.
Am I really too good? Because I thought having love should be like this. And I never feel good enough for him.


:(


Feel free to tell me. :) just ANYTHING.


Ohh and yea, wanted to share something. Can you see who's stalking me? The big blue eyes behind my back. It kinda freaks me out a little bit.

My family.

I created the problem and now I brought pain to every member of my family. I started everything and now I'm so lost that I don't know where should I be. I was born & raise in a warm family. I never thought I would bring out this today and just hurts everyone without caring about other people's feeling. It's all my fault. This is really tearing everyone apart. I would never ever want to do that again. I lost my temper. I made it into arguments. My parents never ever thought of leaving me alone, they always love me unconditionally. No one could ever replace them in my life. Now I brought them down, I made my mom tears. She stands in front of us telling how much pain is it and she told us her life is meaningless. Repeating the same routine everyday. I never wanted my mom to get upset and that's why I always respect her. I'm just so sorry mommy. I couldn't help out.

I know it's a mistake but I just want you to know that even though sometimes you got mad at me I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you. I just want to tell you no matter how bad is the situation I'll be there for you. My dad is working overseas, I guess my mom do miss him a lot. I miss him to. I think of him just every night before I sleep. I talk about my dad in school to my friends. And now I thought back, I'm always missing my dad. Not even a second will be missed. Although I always hope to bond the ' daddy&daughther' love like how my cousin & their dad do, I get jealous. I always hope my dad will come up to me and speak to me. Every chance I got in exam I wrote about my dad. Whenever there's a title or just anything I'll write about my dad. I never had a chance or guts to talk about my life with my dad. Sometimes, I really wonder am I even making him tired. He work because of me, he wants me to have the best. So now he has to leave us and work really far. I really felt that I was an accident and I shouldnt be here on earth. My mom gave birth to me when she's already 43. People might say my mom is old but do you ever know that she's the best mother on earth. She's already 60. And she never have some time to rest. I never wanted to go study so far because I know it's gonna be really tired for my mom. I have big age gaps between my brothers. I don't know what to talk or who to talk because we just have a different thinking. I always thought my dad is the same as others. They talk with their children and they spent time doing things together. I never have that experience. No. I always heard my friends say how great is their dad. They fix problems together, they taught them, the chit chat. I just never have a chance.

I always place my family first. But I just don't know why and how to protect my family. My mom is really struggling. She becomes skinnier and skinnier day by day and this really break my heart. I can't stop school, I can't go to school by myself, I can't protect her while she's in her worse position. I felt so useless. My mom has to take care of my grandmother and nobody can just lend a helping hand. I just don't know why, there's not only her. She got sisters and brother. When her sister, they don't have to do a thing. And why so unfair to my mom? Why? Couldn't just have a little bit of appreciation ? You've never been her. You don't know how much stress it is to support the family. No, you'll never know. My grandma, we loves you, but sometimes you shouldnt always tell my mom what to do what not to do. She treats you like a queen but yet you're still not satisfy. I have no right to say anything but do you know how hard it is to take care everyone in the family? Grand, you'll never know. Don't make life difficult for my mom. You should realize how lucky you are.

If I am just a bit older.
I could just help out. I'll buy breakfast, I'll buy lunch. I'll do anything to help my mom.

Mommy, I just want you to know that you'll always have us. You'll always be in my heart.

Teehhe almost forgot.

I went to saloon again to have my hair washed. HAHAHAHAH.
It's really cool this time because there's two people doing my hair and drying my hair. 2 you know?! I think my head it's crowed with two hair-dryer. LOL
Felt so pampered.

Yin

21.10

I think I should blog noww. I've got the time to bloggie.
So so so, school hols started? Am I right? Gotta double confirm later.
So it was a super fun day and I'm super super happy.
It's been a while that me and him got some time to ourselves. Just talked, laughed and loved + much much more. I just love it when he reserve time for me.
He said his parents haven't seen me in a while so we ended up eating at his house. Ohh noh. This is really awkward.
And he that baboon go and make things more awkward to me, I can't believe he actually ate so fast and left the table with me and his parents.
Gosh and turning back giving me his evil smile! My god.
I'm gonna punch him right in the ssss.
I think I ate too much today. LOL
So, it's kinda a failed diet day.
I had chatime, pan mee?
Haish. I bought new packet of oats and really yuckyyy yogurt. It taste just like spoilt milk. I went to shop for my weight loss plan yesterday. Hahaha.
Kinda stupid. And it's a trolley full of yucky food.
Ohh not to forget today my hubby is loved by me because he didn't fly my aeroplanes. Hahahahhahaha I think he deserve a kiss. LOL 
THE ADDMATHS SEMINAR.
You wouldn't wana know what am I even doing in the hall.
Teehhheee my BF the lazy ass just ponteng-ed and yea I kinda regret going into the hall.
I arrange tiny tiny tiny rubbers into lines and lines.
I'll show you what I did. Hehehehehe.
Most of the people didn't come just because of the seminar I guess?
Yea it's boring, but the maths was not bad pretty good.
LOL. I think the speaker deserves a kiss too. HAHAHHAHAHA just joking.
I stayed back just to have some fun just like the past 2 week but this time is a hell lots of difference.
HAHAHAHAH.
Oh and I just love my friends.
They drove down to Sri petaling just to have pan mee and and cha time.
How great!
Ehheheehheeh I love the game today :)
It's really fun and funny. LOLS.
It makes it much more easier when the boys play too.
He kinda make me upset when he block my shoot. So I kinda got pissed off..
You see when your my opponent I'll just treat you like my enemy. Then I'll play well. But that boyfriend just -.-
Woon Hau got the most injuries. Hahahahhahha. He's so small and yet he wants to take the rebounce.
Haofung only knows how to use his butt to distract me. LOL he failed. Hahahahahahhahahaha. It was fun.
Girl's POWER YO!
Okay, I think that's all for today.
Now I'm gonna start missing the boyfriend.

And that is what I really did. :)

18, just another ordinary day.

Hheheh hi guys.
I know I know, I cried so hard. Yeah.
So I went to school today because of the BM seminar and something just made me quite upset?
Didn't really wana talk about it.
So literally my BF pushed me to my anger limit and made me kinda explode. After so many years I shouted at him in public and he did that the same too. It's quite cool for me.
Sorry girls I did not take picture with you. I don't wana look like a ghost an ruined the whole picture :P you guys will understand.
I really dont know what's the reason that I'm holding on but I guess he's just a part of me that I cant lose, probably that's the whole thing I am still not giving up.
I am a cry baby yea, I know.
Try having someone letting you down and embarrass you in front of everyone. He made me felt that way, I just want him to feel somehow what I'm feeling inside and see how mad can he be. It's not like I'm taking revenge I just don't want to hurt myself anymore and I guess today was quite cool for me.
I have my friends who's there for me just no matter what. 
And I have guy friend who literally send me cute messages. Haha. Thank you I truly appreiciate that.
I guess I didn't know why I will be that mad and just blah the shit out of it.
I'm tolerating I guess? :(
Hmmmmmmmmm..well I don't know we're humans and we have feelings not only him that can talk like that to me. You can teach my manners in an enclosed area not in public and humiliate me. That's he thing I don't like, talk like a man an respect a woman. Not showing hands like you wana get into a fight with me.
I admit that somehow I started it so I apologize and you left me just there on my own and you have a good time with them. I don't mind you acting this way but seriously you need to respect and of coz you can joke with me just don't go over the limit. After all this, I still love him and I'll change. It's been a while since we had a fight like that. So I'm cool with it and I dont know whether he's cool with it a not. I don't want to make things awkward between us and I just guess he doesnt wana see me or talk to me yet.
Well a proper apology and a kiss will definitely settle everything. But still since school ends he went out and we havent spoke to each other since then.

Ohh and not to forget I workout today.
30 minutes is really satisfying! Hehehehehehheehheheheheheheh..
Okay, I feel good right now and I think I better get some sleep ;)

Xoxo,
Yin

Monday blues.

Yes, I have Monday blues almost every week.
So I skipped school today and my BF thought I was lying ;)
Woke up and texted him then fall back into sleep again.
Can you imagine how relaxing is that feeling where you're in bed and don't have to rush for anything. 
Hehheheheheheeh.
I'm not lazy, I'm just not in a MONDAY mood.
I guess he can't stand me for always absent on Monday and he sent me a text and ask me to study.
LOL. yeah, I can't stand myself too.
I woke up aroun 8.30 and walked around the market, had my b'fast and started doing housework again.
I washed the car posh and and I washed the cars. LOL LOL same goes to my dogs.
I workout again and hopefully a better body shape will be seen and not having others calling me fat.
Although my BMI is still freaking normal. I don't know why but my weight is scaring the shit out of me. :(
I should have 3 healthy meals a day.
And I dont know how it's called healthy.
No fast food, soft drinks I guess?
Tomorrow is Bm seminar and no more interhouse games? Hmmm it's okay.
So I'm going to school tomorrow and hopefully it's a good day to start my week and not to forget it's the 18th already.
That means it's our anniversary !
Yay! Not bad 3 years 2 months and counting lar. Teeeeehehehhehehehe.
Alright dudes -.- gotta ciao.

Loves,
Yin

Pav - Sukiyaki

Ohh hello there!
How's your day? Well I got quite disappointed at myself because SPM is only less than a month & I'm still so lazy.
Gosh, so yesterday was so plain and white.
Then I've decided to bring my family to try out the new shabu @ PAV in Tokyo street. :D
Highly recommended ! Hehehehehe
I wouldn't say it's cheap, but for those who ate a lot like me you will have a great time there.
I try out with precious at first. We both like it quite much :)
Then I decides to bring moi's family to try since my dad is back.
Here we go! I ate the most I guess?
I know lar fat die me ma..LOLS
So it's Rm29.80 per person for lunch.
Kids is 50% off.
But for those people who can't really eat a lot then no point going laaa, ehhehehehe, since you already paid so much then EAT lo.
It was fun and and and I saw LBL. :(
Michelle too! :)
That girl got milktea addiction wan.
Walk walk around then head home.
I didn't eat for the rest of the day and only had soup and taofu for dinner.
GUESS WAD? I finally workout, hehe.
With my walking machine.
30 minutes it's cool for me.
Hopefully 2 months I'll be able to slim down a lil for prom (;
™
Satisfactions!
GOTTA START REVISION D!
:(((
Okay, so here's a picture of my family.
Enjoy and HAVE A GREAT DAY.

15.10

Hhehehehhehe probably yesterday was the last Friday that I'm staying back :(
How sad it is right?
Well, we really workout yesterday!
Thumbs up *
So it's andrew's birthday celebration yesterday, cakes and cakes and cakes for the whole week.
So many October babies ;)
After school we went jusco to have lunch.
15 of us I guess? Teeeheeee.
It wasn't that GOOD for me.
Because my boyfriend makes me real mad >:(
Then it rain ! Like NOHHHHHH.
 we still manage to play UNDER the rain! YAY!
All the boys -.- lame laaa you guys.
No balls. LOL
JUST KIDDING 
Its been a while we had fun together.
LOL laughing our ass out at each other.
Ohh and yeah, the form 4 dudes joined.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
Felt like a retard playing with them ! LOLS
It was fun, ;)

So mom picked me up and I went home, took a shower and off to tuition.
Thought we're gonna party at night as my mom already approved, they cancel.
Yeah, sometimes if you just make plans and never show up or you decides to fly aeroplane at the very last minute I dont really like it.
You switched on my mood and now you turn it down.
BORINGGG.
After my meal I just crawled up to my room and it's the end of the day <3


LET'S DO IT AGAIN!
I just love the feeling of burning calories!


Xoxo,
Yin

Hello dad.

I sure miss you much and he's finally home <3

Ohh, guess what he bought me? LOL

AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL SHOPPING :)

I'm a huge polo tee fan ;) ;)

Hehhhee last post.

Okay, sometimes you might be the best person to share my feelings when I'm sad or something.
But please, I'm not interested in other girls that you like. Seriously, I mean we are good friends and yes you can share your feelings with me it's not a big deal anyway.
But since you know that your heart is not here then why do you always have to tell me you like me? I am not jealous because i already a guy who cares about me.

But seriously, please don't play fake infront of me. At some point I really don't like it?
And if you really like that girls that you're always talking about then why on earth you always say silly things when you're happy?
Please don't say anything stupid when you're happy.
It's not like I doesn't like chatting with you.
I want you to know that I really don't get to know other girls except for my close friends.
Okay?? :) I know this sounds pretty BADASS but still I have to say it.
Don't come telling me you like me and then the next day you say how much you like that girl.
It's not gonna work and I really don't like it.
 I hate to say it but I think every girl agrees on what I've said.

Just saying :)

Xoxo,
Yin

TAAAADAAAAHHHHHH.

As I said there might not be difference in photo but in real life it's short about 1.5 inch :(
The yellow is before going for haircut,
The blue is after going for haircut.


Hope you really enjoy my 3 posts tonight.
And yeah!
The boyfriend ahh, thought he say go group study ah, then this morning he call and tells me that he's going to CHIONG K. I so wan to hit him with a pot -.- k laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So anyone going to school tomorrow? (:

After all, having a haircut is not that bs right? (:

Ohh, yes! Not to forget I finally FINALLY AND FINALLY changed my profile picture in Facebook.
Lame laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh I know but I think I've used my profile pic for more than A year?
LOL. this is so funny.
Hehehehehheh I know most of the people now do not use facebook.
But I have no tumblr or twitter, google plus.
So I'm gonna stick to the Facebook.
Hehhehehehehe

Hello. Its me again.

I wanted to show you my hair after a hair cut.
Obviously there's won't be any different in picture but trust me when I start tying hair there's a huge difference :(
Now the hair I have is literally on my chest !
Not over my breast anymore !!
Ohh NOH, this is gonna be so hard for me to get it through,
But my hair is really smooth right now. And the Chinese calendar says that today is a good day to go for a haircut!
;P

Tuesday ( 11.10 )

Hello my friends ;)
I skipped school today ! Yipppieeee.
And yes! I finally go for a hair cut!
NOH, its now really short and I'M NOT USE TO IT!

But luckily I can still make hairstyle with it.
This is making me so sad ;(
The long long hair I use to have doesn't exist anymore !
This is why I'm so not in a mood.
Thanks to the hairstylist !
Okay, I sat at home the whole day tying and making my hair BEFORE the hair cut (:

Here's one picture of me,
Yea, you can see it on my Facebook.
I was braiding my hair and braiding and suddenly I wana take picture of myself! (:

Hhehehehehehehheheheheh.
Hope you guys like it (;

Ehhehehehehehe a post before sleep.

So I've learn another 2 style for my hair.
The previous post was a hair bow (;
Doesn't really suit me tho.
So here's another 2 (:
My hair with a poof doesn't really suit me either.

The braided hairband ;) & something pufffffff !

11.10.11

Tomorrow is gonna be a lonely lonely day :(
Aishhhhhhh, nobody is going to school? Or is it just that pig I rare?

He's going for group study worr :(
Sien die meeeeeeee.
Nvm, at least he STUDY LA!
Haiyor!
Hope he'll buy me breakfast or I don't go to school?
Hehhhehehhehhehhe.
Is it just me or everyone else feels the same that after trial there's no mood to study and before trial everyone work their shit out to give their best shot?
:D
Don't know.
Probably gonna miss him :(


Xoxo,
Yin

Last Sunday night.

Last night I was still okay,
I was having stomach pain the whole day.
Can't believe that it's still here today.
:(
This is really giving me one hell of a pain.
I wanted to attend school and yeah!
ALMOST EVERY MONDAY I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL YOU KNOW.
Horrible :'(
I thought the BF didn't attend either :)
Later he'll say that I FFK him.
I miss him much.
Plan to go and see a doc but I was too tired to walk.
End up sleeping on the bed.
This is really killing me.
So much pain, AT LEAST PERIOD PAIN WILL STOP!
Ohh, and yes, something I would want to share.
This BOW HAIR STYLE I tried yesterday.
It's not that complicated anyway 
Feel free to try tho.
Suitable for any hair length!

See, this is just a rough guide laaa.
Takes time to make a prettier one.
I did this while waiting for him last night.
See! I'm in my PJ's already (:

Hehehehe the grumpy boyfriend.

So it's a boring Sunday.
And I seriously dont know what happen to my stomach.
It pains from morning till night :(
So last 2 night my BF didn't have TIME for me.
Yeahhhh.
Thanks to the boys >:(
Yesterday night yew yan and cj kinda kidnapped him .
Going out MIDNIGHT.
You wan die Ahhhhh!
Nvm, they're somehow I call it GAY.

LOLS. 
I miss him really a lot.

And guess what?
He came to my house and accompany me to study (:

Hheheheheh I thought he angry wan ah?

Pfft ==

So we ordered domino's.
He came for three hours then left :(
Happy moments past so fast.
Heheh.
He got tuition (: that's why.

Ohh, something really surprise me.
Heheheh baby's father called me during dinner.
Ohh gosh, didn't know what to say tho.
That's the first time laaaa his daddy call :O

Okay, I got to go.
Really tired and my stomach is really pain.


Xoxo,
Yin

Last Friday.

Heheheheheheehe hello.
Finally (: I have time to blog blog blog.
So last Friday was a GIRL's day.
Hehehehhehh. Basketball time with my girls.
Freaking fun I swear. ;) lets do it again.
I miss the fun that I used to have so much with them.
And yeah, Yong Yee is not able to make it.
So the five of us. Having fun together just like kids.
Hehehhe. Wore the same shirt except for Huey >:(
We played only a while then it rains :(
NOHHH!
We waited at Pertiwi and yeah it rains like -.-
So Lynn and Huey decided to have some fun and LOL Huey fall down!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Sorry that I have to laugh so hard at you because I told you two not to do so. :P
After the angry boyfriend left we headed to yew yan's house.
BTW, it was my first time sitting in kj's car.

:)

Here's the nice picture we took.
Sorry lahhh if the picture stick together wan.

Phone ma :(

He is hot

My god ! :(
I wish my boyfriend has a body like him :)

Hello October !

OHHH NOHHH,
Happy 1 years old to my precious!
Hehhehe my iPhone finally turn 1 <3

So here's me staying at home and feeling bored.

See that love that I'm wearing around my neck.
It's from him :)
Is that a promise?

I love you hun.

Grand&apos;s great 80 :)

Hehehehehheehhehe there's only picture of me in my phone.
LOL

On the first day of October

Hello people!
Hehehehehehehhehe.
Boring Saturday :)
I just kinda sit and sleep the whole day.
Boyfriend went out to party again.
He party harder than me after TRIALS
>:(
Haha. It's okay, he should have fun.
So here's what I do laaaaa.

Iknowverydengbutimbored.

30.9.2011

Photos will be stick together and it's gonna be quite messy.

Sorry, using phone ma!

This is what I call party after TRIALS :&apos;)

Too much fun for today!
Hehehehehh.
It was an awesome party at CEO.
26 people yo!
No joke. The room was huge.
LOLS.
Happy 'early' birthday to my dearest friend.
Hope you really had a great time!
He looks good today :)

OKI, so I met up with my boyfriend around 12?
Yes, we went for breakfast together at TOKYO STREET.
Shabu shabu. OHHH it was NICE :)
Hehehehe we went for a lil date then let the party started.
He looks good too! ;p
After CEO we went for food.
@ Wong Kok.
Ehehhehehehehehehehhehe.
Go for movie, sucks pretty badly.
1 row, 2 hours and yea. BIG SCREEN.
So Beh fetch me balik today.
LOL, we talk quite a lot in the car.
Didn't know that he can talk so much.
:)
Beh, thanks for fetching me home !
Hehehe.
H'ng yew yan and Bryan lee you 2 damn scary okay.
Hehehheh !
Okay, I snap a few photos today.
Show it to you guys for the next post.

Thanks for the party and yea thanks for making me feel welcome.

Xoxo,
Yin

Is it really okay if I go?

Feel so uncomfortable :(
Should I really go?




Is it really okay?

Hmmm.

Bye bye trial & hello SPM?

Finish my trial today.
Yup today :) didn't know it will end this bad.
I got tired of talking to him. Like really, he's always having reason for everything.
So, I couldnt care less. I exploded.
I feel like smacking him with my shoe.
Is this really how you treat a girlfriend? Seriously? This is not right man.
Learn some respect.

OHHH and thankiuuuu for the friends who cared about me! 

Nothing ' great ' to post about today.

Just a normal day.



Yin

Okay here&apos;s a lame joke ;)

So one day,

There's 2 sushi rolling on the belt.
Sushi A & Sushi B



Guess what Sushi A said to Sushi B?



























































The answer is : wasabi

Because Sushi A said : what's up B!


Hope it's funny ;)

Like I understand korea language.

I'm just TROLLING! HAHAHHAHA

My first picture with them. :)

Snowflake + chatime = stomach pain.

I forgot to take picture of the best seller. :( it's okay. Here's chatime. Please don't ever try to be so greedy or you'll regret. You only can choose one between snowflake and chatime. :)