Meeeeeeee boyfrieee.

Arghhhhh, I miss him much. :3
3 weeks I dont get to see him I think?
When I'm back, he's gone to somewhere else.

>:(


Ohh nvm, he promise to spend quality time with me at the moment he's back in Malaysia.
I miss you hubb!
Gotta buy me lots of souvenir okay ^^v

Peace baby !
Happy new year to you first! <3

Have a safe journey.
I think this is the latest photo of him in my phone.

Lovessss,

Greetings!

Yeap, I'm living in an apartment @ Philippines! :)

This is what I really call the perfect life here !

Heavenly shops. LOL

2012

Hmmm :) hi peepsssss.
Most of the buddies is at Lynnniee party I guess?
Sadly I couldn't make it tho :(
Heheheheheheh.
I think this is the last post before going to the airport or something.
I think I wont enjoy myself that much. :/

I don't know we'll see.
So my boyfriend made a promise.
And I hope he remembers it!

Good byeeee people and have a safe journey wherever you're going! <3


Lots of lurveeee,

Yin

Don't.

Please don't always tell me you love me just to make me feel happy because I know you've loved me since the very beginning of my love story. I don't want you to always feel sad for me. You always says that I'm a big girl, just let me handle my emotional once for myself. & I love you too.

19.12

I dont know what's worse than this feeling. I don't know what I really want now.
But all I want is just to have a break for myself for falling too much on a guy.
This post is for no one.
Is something I see quite often in my life.

People starts to walk away from my life.
People starts to change and will never be like the same.
People pretends everything is gonna be fine when they know it's not.
People deny things even everyone knows the truth.

I think I changed, I dont feel like talking, I don't feel like faking smiles to everyone just to prove that im fine.
All I want is just stay close to my family.
I only wana hang out with my world best friend.
I only feel like talking to people who treat me serious and never turn their back on me.
I dont want to cling to my BF.
I don't know what happen to me.
I dont use to be like that.
Selfish, stupid and revengeful.
I guess that's not my stuff anymore.
I feel like seeing my dad right now, I dont want to wait another day and wait for the fucking time pass.
I don't want to face another terrible day.
I know I sound like a shit right now, i think I'm just not happy about myself.
This is not me.
I use to be happy, laughing & fooling around with everyone.
No, tears dropping every single night,
Even tho I end the day with happiness and I got so moody yet Idontknow why.
I think it's non of my boyfriend business.
It's just me being a retard.
A girl who's not even mature to learn to let go.
I'll be so childish and find ways to make one stay or talk to me longer.
Do not have to give me hint telling me you're not in a mood for something.
Because you're acting is bad.
I don't wana let others drag me in with their life. I'm slow enough to catch up.
I just want to learn to let go and not to hold back EVERYTHING.
Girls, you're pretty, super pretty!
Don't let some jerks make your life miserable. Because even before you met them, you're more than perfect.
I don't know will this promise last.
I probably won't get to see my love until January 7th 2012.
So, have a great time and always take good care of yourself.
I'll try to make myself happy without you.

This is just not me, I dont want to spoil people happiness.

Baby, sorry I don't reply you.

* I love you and always remember to take care. *

Just have an awesome time.
Party like you're single.

Don't have to worry about me because I'll have activities for myself too.
Just take care.

I'll always love you like you do.

Xoxo,
Yin

18.12.2011

HEEHHEHEHEHEHEH.
It's our anniversary again!
Woots woots. Just got home from concert with YEWYAN, ( the ticket supplier ) , PUILING, BF, FUNG, BEH, & CJJJJJJJJJJJJ!
WOHHOOOOOOO! my very first time being at concert!
It's was flood by humans.
Humans everywhere.
Lucky, there's some celebrity I really know! And get to sing along.
LOL, it's 01.12 a.m.
Ohh boy, it's kinda weird for me to get home this late.
After concert went for food near by ma house.
OHLALALALLLALALLALLA.
My asam laksa sucks -.-
Kinda tasteless. LOL
ME N THE BF ORDERED THE SAME THING.
Gosh.
Everyone is going to Genting.
Arghhhhh, wish my flight wasnt that early so I'll be able to make it.
Ehehehehe. I really enjoy myself tonight.
Especially with the BF because my first time going to a concert with him.
WOOTTTSS.
Had lots of laughter in the car.
:) thank you cj for fetching me.

And thanks to YEWYAN for the ticket.

And happy anniversary Bryan lee.^^v

Xoxo,
Yin

People who smile.

People who smile most hides the most pain.
I never did or never were been place no.1 :/
There's no use crying because nobody gives a shit.
If I could just choose I think I'll have to choose something that would makes me happy.
For me.
I'm not being selfish. Because everytime I felt the same. Being treat last.
Ohh one more day to our anniversary.
Happy anniversary.
I can say 2011 is the most beautiful year of all.
And this is what I really meant the real life.
I never know what's in his mind. I never like being left out.
Not just an I love you would settle everything. Maybe sometimes I'm really pushy. I'm really being an asshole, I hope you forgive me because this is really myself.
I never thought of changing you, controlling you.
People might said I'm a bad gf because I've never trust or gave you more than enough freedom.
I always talk and I get over it or just keep to myself because i know telling anyone is really no point.
Because you were never the listener I wanted to tell.
We're so in love, but I guess I'm the only one who loves you more than anybody else.
I don't want to compare anything with you. I just realize that you have your perfect life.
Without me, your life will be even perfect. You might not need me at this point. But I just need you when I'm feeling down.
Why must it always ends this way.
Faking everything and thinks that everything will be just fine tomorrow.
We have no planning.
I guess we don't need any.
You'll still have sweetness inside you.
I hope that I'm still in there.
Because I can't afford to lose you anymore.

PROM !

Hello there people! Yupp it's finally the prom day and it ended.

Everyone was well-dressed and look extremely hot and handsome! ;) I guess this is the night where I will never forget. My very first prom with my boyfriend.

I would say that it's a little sad that it ended. I'm gonna miss it.
Everybody dance their heart out on the dance floor.
Mmmm-mmmmmmmm finally had a slow dance with my boy! We've always been fooling around and never get a chance to really dance. HAHAHHA.
And the most important is he made me feel special tonight. :) thank you for that.
I was super happy, to dance , to laugh, to smile with everyone. It's amazing!

Everything is just simply perfect tonight.
Thank you Sri garden and orgernisers!
You guys did an awesome job!

Wheeee :3
Oh and this is my date!
Lovessss him to the max.

December loves.

Hellooooooo.
YES! I finally finish my exam.
I think a few days ago :)
I couldn't believe it tho.
No worries ! Nothing just relax.
And this is what I really call a life.
So I went for a haircut ytd.
I don't know whether it suits me a not.
I think it's normal to hair a new haircut? LOL
OKAY, so had family dinner almost everyday. I don't have to study yet and it's quite cool now.
Kinda love it. Hahahahahahhaha.
Ohh and the boyfriend came to visit today.
I sure do miss him much lu.
It's been quite a while since we hang out and talk.
Everything seems to be perfect right now.
Enjoying to the max and good luck to my friends for exam on Monday and Tuesday!
All the best ^^


Ohh by the way.
This is what I call the new look :)