ALL I CAN DO NOW IS PRAY THAT NOTHING GOES WRONG

This is NO GOOD!

NO GOOD NO GOOD,

Mom didnt let me go.

Was so not in a F-ing mood.

Try to communicate with you.

But all u thought was..?

I dont know laaaaaa..

Whatever things will happen kayyyy?

And i wont be ready for anything.

Please dont give me a heart attack anymore.

I dont know what will happen to me next

Yin

My house :)

My bear bear :) both of them!

o.O this can HAK SEI YAN lea!

Not that perfect. But it's still nice!

The boys, at the corner

Spot my babyyy? Puffffffyyyy!

Cards, cards and cards

Dinner at 100Degree.

Picture in the middle of the road!

Was a totally FUN SUNDAY!

:D

So happy!

Thanks o pigg,

For calling so many ppl to acc to eat dinner with me :)

Iloveyoulots

and i know

You love me too right?

:)

Yin

Paviiii!

This was the B'day boii :)

And this was the B'day Boii Lou Po :P

Spot Joyee? the 2nd time of outing! LOL!

This was the four gurls only :)

Take 2 :P

And the Dor Dor Yeh wan :)

And me the Siu Siu Yeh :)

And the middle Zui Dor Yeh :P

LOL and the three of us :) once more!

Went Pav's ReD BoX :P

Celebrates Kj Bdaeeee :)

Baby wasn't there.

So no photos of u kaayy?

Loves.

Yesterday

Yesterday,

I burst in tears alone.

When i went home,

I just got to F-ing EMO.

Just listening for the song for 50 times?

Just that 1 night.

I was so quiet,

Even my mom came into the room and asked me.

Are you okayyy? You've been listening to this song,

Since you on the com.

And i ignored her,

Just feel like Fb-ing,

Just to know what's going on.

FB-ed

Den i was doing my work for the whole night.

I cried.

Silently,

So quiet.

Chatted with PhooiSze.

She wrote a message to me,

And that's when my fairygodmother came.

She's the one,

Who says it OUT LOUD!

And that message,

Is about.

What I wanted to tell this world,

I've been keeping this secrets to myself,

That's why i feel so depressed.

But when i burst in tears,

Alone.

HONEY called.

Sometimes,

When i needed you, you weren't there.

And yesterday.

You're there for me for the WHOLE NIGHT!

You comfort me until i stop crying like hell.

You made me smile and laugh,

When things are solved.

You solved my whole STUFF last night.

I talked EVERYTHING to you.

Now u know my everything,

And i shared my everything for once,

And you're not mad.

You comfort me.

Everyday, and night

We sweet talk.

And i swear to God.

Yesterday was a special talk and a special you.

Iloveyou,

Yin

:'(

I dont know why,

I feel so bad,

So sad.

So annoyed.

I feel like Im the real bitch.

You

If i really hurt you.

Sorry.

I just couldnt help myself.

I dont know why,

I know it's not your fault.

Cause we dont talk.

And i never blame it on you.

Whatever you do,

Sometimes i hope you understand a bit.

And i will try to understand too.

Lynn, no more crying kayyy? Loves.

Them :)

ANLYNN TAN :P

YAP KAH JUN :)

BRYAN LEE x)

SABRINA CHEW =)

KOO KAH CHUN ;B

HENG YEW YAN =]

KENNETH NG ;3

BRANDON ;?

BEH BEH =E

CHENG HAO FUNG xS

SEK JIUNN MING ;X

GOH PEI YIN :D

Partyyyyyyy :P

LOL.

Not exactly was a party,

Many of them came to my house!

After we had dinner at 100 degrees,

Kuchai Lama.

And they came over.

HEHEHE!

I was cleaning my room for the whole afternoon,

Mom was excited too!

LOL

And after dinner,

Taxi and my house!

Playing cards,

Chatting,

Laughter.

And the unforgettable ABC :P

I had so much fun

I hope they have fun too.

For the very first time,

Baby came too!

HAHAHAH

And all of them came too!

Lynn + Kj = cheer up lar :P

I was feeling kinda sad,

I dont know why,

But i know i have FUN!

Bryan lee orhh,

Mommy say come again horr!

HAHAHHA

Iloveyou :)

Yin

My every first time

You're the first one,

Who get so close to me

Who made me feel so warm

Who kissed me on my lips

Hug me

Take good care of me

Always there for me,

Never give pressure on me,

Gives me extra loves,

Kiss me when i cry,

Comfort me when i'm down.

You're the one,

Who i loved too much,

Until my family know who are you,

You're the one,

Who can only make my mood

Up and Down.

You're the one,

Who study with me,

Everytime when exam is coming,

On the phone.

You're the one,

That makes me think of you,

Every second.

You're the only one,

Who i cooked for.

You're the only one,

Who have been on a same bed with me.

You're the only one,

Hugging me while watching movies.

You're the only one,

Who protect me so well.

You're the only one,

Who change my attitude.

You're the only one,

Who made me cry so hard.

You're the only one,

Who likes a pig (^@^)

You're the only one i love,

and the only one im willing to do anything.

You are just the one that i'm in love with.

Yin

Yesterday. My sexy bro bdaeee!

Yesterday helped YKJ to celebrate his B'Dae :P

At Pavilion,

The most shocking is,

Bryan Lee is not there.

He's going through a hard time?

I think.

HAHAHA.

Went red box.

Sang many songs,

But i sang the most suitable song for myself,

'' 我爱他 ''

And i cried.

went back to your house,

Was having headche.

Den have lots of fun with you.

:)

I hope everyday goes like this,

And i wouldnt get another cut for my hand.

Yin

I tried to give up my life.

I dont hope this the very last present you gave me.

For 16 years im living,

Nothing hurts me so badly.

And you are the only one,

Who made me did this to myself.

To feel like ending my life.

Because,

I am just madly in love with you.

But you hurt me deeply.

I couldn't describe it.

I'm sorry.

When you are willing to do this for someone,

All i thought was,

It's WORTH doing this.

Because I just love you like you did last time.

Yin

bryan

In this blog,
Each and every post is related to you.
I dont know why.
If you are still reading my blog.
I will just smile and wish you all the best.

I MIGHT BE DOING SOMETHING STUPID,

BUT YOU CAN JUST IGNORE.

ps :iloveyou.

You will be fine

Today was a totally night mare.
I cannot believe,
That I will set you free at last.
Although i still Love You,
And i dont hope to break up.
I dont know what you wan,
I am not angry at anyone.
I am just angry that
I'm just too selfish to let you get off of my life,
On that friday.
I never thought of having you back,
But i seriously in love with you.
Maybe many things will change.
And i hope you ignore me when i call.
I dont hope to destroy everything.
I wish to have a last
HUG
My last,
KISS
My last,
PRESENT
My last,
TIME hanging out with you.
My last,
Tear drop.
and
Your last
Suprise to me
I can say that i am down to earth.
My hand is even more painful than i thought.
I thought nothing will happen if i stay happy.
And everyday,
Im having a worried life.
I am always worry that one day,
You leave me alone to this world again.
But this time.
I will just force myself to leave you.
Set you free.
You can do whatever you want and not telling me.
But i will still wait,
For another mirical to come.
I dont know what kind of relationship with you.
Or maybe you really think of everything you wana do.
I regreted saying everything.
But i was forced to.
I rather die den suffer.
I have a lot of sweet memories with you.
I just want to remember the sweetness in us.
I dont hope to remember bad memories.
Maybe i am nothing to you.
But i swear,
You are something special to me.

I still love you,
No matter what happens.

Yin

I love you,

No matter what happen.

I respect,

Whenever you make your decision.

I'll wait,

If you leave me.

I just want to say,

I am happy to linger in your life.

Maybe I'll love you until the day i

DIE.

Maybe I'll still love you,

even tho we have broke up.

Maybe I'll still wait,

even tho you have another partner.

But most of all you cant stop me from

LOVING YOU

Yin

My day

Today was not bad,

But i was in a bad mood for quite some reason during recess time.

When lunch time,

I decided not to think anymore,

Ignore whatever im looking at :)

And i'm glad that i am happy again.

Mom is letting me to go to BOTH parties.( honey read this line)

YAY me.

=p

Hopefully I'll get to enjoy myself.

:D

Today,

Got hugged from phooi sze :)

Was emo-ing at BM lesson,

And teacher ignored me too.

:D

Was getting so excited for lunch time.

Cause i can't wait to have fun!

LOL

Encik Sahari chatted with me when i was about to go toilet,

He was asking me what problem I am having,

And he asked me to see him whenever i have problems.

I hate to admit,

But i like sri garden's teacher.

They really talk to you,

And give advice!

LOL

My average percentage for today is 75% in a good mood?

=)

Life still goes on no matter what happen right?

Hopefully, I will live on when we are not one anymore.

CRAP.

pssss : i love you

Yin

I know i love you.

But whatever you do,

Please dont go accross the line.

Whatever life i am having now,

I dont even wana care.

If you dont appear in just that one day.

I live like there's no tommorow.

I dont even wana talk about it.

Past is past,

Look forward and you'll see a longer distance.

Ilovelivinglikethis.

Yin

No offend

I DONT KNOW KCUFEHTTAHW is your problem la HCTIB!

KCUFEHTTAHW you want seriously?

Cant you just stop doing thosethings just to annoy me?

I'm not that patient already okay?

So stop doing whatever that are testing my patient.

I had enough okay?

I'm not any superhero!

Just dont be so yhctib anymore la.

I beg you la.

WTF

Dont try me ok.

I swear i will just slap or yell at your face

I PROMISE.

If you really wants to be like this

Use your rehtom gnikcuf skill to seduce blahh blahh

Since you're so pro in that.

Dont act cute in front of me.

Cause i can't even stand it.

I dont even gnikcuf care anymore.

Whatever relationship we are having

I dont bother.

Friends or not.

Whatever

You're that that pricey to me

I'm not being immature.

I am just tired of caring KCUFEHTTAHW you are doing.

Whatever F u like

You dont have to show.

I am not the friend for you like we used to be

Dont say im mean or whatever,

I've been being fucking nice to you for the goddamn 4 years!

Sometimes you just make me wana kiss you,

just to keep your mouth SHUT :P

Happy Daddy's Day

Father's Day celebration.

Nothing much,

Just had dinner at Victoria Station :P

Nice food.

Gonna gain weight soon.

LOL

Yin

HONEY!

I miss you :p

I feel like im losing you again :(

Why?

PAVILION :)

Had an awesome day today.

LOL.

For the freaking 1st time my hubby choose clothes for me to try.

HAHAHAHAHA!

For the very 1st time laaaa!

My goddd.

Sab Lynn Kj Darren Baby + Yew yan were there :D

Took pictures.

And for the very 1st time.

Me and hubby didnt go for movie.

Cause im not in a mood to watch movie.

Den we go hang gai gai :D

Ate Dragon-i with him

It cost RM 77 ?

LOL.

Nice food!

Ordered damn many stuff :P

Pictures was at sab's phone :D

Will upload as soon as possible!

HAHAHAH.

Happy Day.

Went back to Sab's house.

While waiting for my brother to fetch me home.

Me n Sab CHATTED LOADS of stuff! :P

Poor Yew Yan only plays with Byron!

HAHAHAH

I miss you dear.

LOVES :D

Yin

Pichaasss :D

It's been a long time i never take photos of myself. :(

And Yesterday Suddenly I Feel SEXAAYY :DD

So I took picture of MEEEE :D

Yin

HONEY!

HONEY! I want this to be in your phone :P

So u will always remember me!

Yin

Dinner :D

Cheng Hao Fung & Goh Pei-Yin

Goh Pei-Yin & Bryan Lee

Take 2 :)

Chan Ka Khai & Kenneth Ng

Tan Eu Jin & Ng Beh Beh

We had dinner together at 100degrees

Kuchai Lama.

Nice food + more cheaper than SHABU SHABU

:)

Anlynn Tan & Yap Kah Jun went home early :(

Sob

After DINNER

We went for DESSERT!

Peace :P

Chan Ka Khai & Goh Pei-Yin & Bryan Lee

Cheng Hao Fung ^^v peace!

Kenneth Ng De Yang. (sucker punch) LOL

Ng Beh Beh :)

Free advertising!

<3

Yin

Feeling so down

I feel so down.

So moody =(

I don't know why.

It's already 1.30 noon

My phone hasn't ring yet.

It reminds me of that day.

That day it broke my heart so badly.

You've got no time for me?

I dont know.

You're just so busy until you couldn't even text me.

We got nothing to talk at all.

Everything is a lie.

Here it goes again.

My phone ran out of credit.

CRAP SHIT.

So eeffffff-up

Urggghhhh

Feeling so emotional.

I just dont know whyy..

I swear 2 God that u're the one who's always changing my mood.

God Damn It.

I hate it when u treat me cool.

When u wan or need me im always there.

But when i need you.

WHERE ARE YOU?!

I wont be able to contact you!

OMG.

I just can't stand it.

Yin

When you say it's over.

Im dead.

Helluuu :)

Woke up late this morning :(

It's okay.

Helps me to spend my time faster!

LOL

I'm feeling kinda moodyy -___________-

I dont know why.

Maybe because of Fatty.

HAHA.

I wana see u :(

So BADLY!

I miss you.

And i know you dont :P

HAHAHA!

Yin

I miss you fatty! :)

I am always LOYAL :P

Sometimes

Love comes around :)
When it knock you down just get back up!
:D
Im in love with this song!
YAY!
Im feeling so moody,
I regret asking you to go away :(
You really did leave me alone
And ignored me!
*heart cracked*
Sorry!
My ear kinda hurt,
I lost my GOLD earing that day.
Pissed!
><
I miss you.
I seriously regretted to ask u to go away.
Im sorry honey!
I was just angry.
I love you ;)

*kisses*

Yin

Sunway :D

Went Sunway with them yesterday :)

Planned to go Sunway Lagoon

Mission FAILED.

Thanks to the boys who's always LATE!

But it's still FUN.

Watched Karate Kid :D

Nice but kinda boring!

LOL

Me n Lynn went to took pictures.

LOVELY! HAHAHA <3

Went makan =)

Expensive!

Had dinner near my house!

Steamboat again!

Went dessert and bye bye.

It's a total FUN yesterday!

Yin

I'm just not that confidence in myself to handle a relationship anymore.

Cause I've failed once.

I don't hope to get back the pain i had again.

I'm not strong enough.

I dont know why

I dont know why?

I felt that today im gonna lose you again.

Haiz.

I hate that came to my mind.

I felt that you are leaving me anytime?

Im scare.

Im scare that i will be left alone once more.

I dont know what to do when i lost u.

I just cant do anything when you're not there for me

Im just so sad today.

I woke up early in the morning.

Gave you a call and it was lovely.

But i just dont know why i felt that

U wana dump me again?

I just dont know why..

Yin

Im confused.

I just dont know why i dont understand you? :(

Maybe you're pushing it too hard for me.

Sometimes i wana talk to you so badly,

But i know that i will annoy you.

Yesterday,

Was something i didnt expected.

I keep breathing as if im dying.

Asthma came just like that..

Nobody know how hard to breath when im crying.

I got so sick and confused..

Maybe i'm over sensitive.

I dont wan to be rude to anyone.

But yesterday, i just dont know what happen..

Im just a jelous freak i can admit that.

But i still hope everything you say,

It's truth.

Cause im so in love with you,

And i dun wan to fall once more.

It's hard for me to DONT hear your voice..

Sometimes i switched off my phone because

I know that i wanted to call you..

But i know u will feel annoying.

Am i?

You can tell me to call u anytime.

But i dont dare to call u :(

Things always goes right when time passes.

And now everything went right.

And i wana create problem again.

Haiz.

I also dunno why im like this.

So _______

I still love you :)

Yin

Wheeeeee

I've never been on a date :)

LOL.

But i just did yesterday.

Only me n you!

Awwwwww.

They FFK so sad.. :(

I attended school yesterday.

AND YOU didnt came.

WTH ==

Left me alone with a bunch of monkeys.

=(

So bad..

Went mid valley

Sushi Zanmai + Shopping + Pc fair + Movie + Starbucks :)

MOM didnt complain anything bout yesterday

And im quite happy with it!

HAHA..

Well,

I love you honey!

You made my day so colourful :)

Yin

Ewww

Ewww.

Just came back from tuition :)

Ewww.

Many humans are leaving KL tmr :(

So sad.

Im not going anywhere MORE SAD!

School was always FUN to me :)

I just dont know why i kept laughing and smiling at all time.

MAYBE im born to smile LOL :)

Hoping that im gonna be able to go out with u guys tomorrow.

:(

MOM havent approve yet.

Sien :(

LOL

Tomorrow teachers day lea.

SIEN LARR!

Gosh..

Lynn's not gonna be there tmr and who's gonna play

CHOR DAI DII with me n jo?

=(

Yin

Im sexaaayyyyy!

Bleah :P

To tell u the truth it hurts MORE inside

And it's cracked.

It hurt me so badly

Stomach ==
So painful,
Maybe i have problems.
Maybe God wana take me away =/
Everyday,
The stomach create problems.
It hurt so badly!
SO PAINFUL!
But there's nothing i can do about it.
No one cares..
NO one cares..
CRAP
Here it comes again


Yin

sick of it

Just dont know what happen,
A sudden change in you.
What did i do wrongly?
I dont know.
I just dont feel it la!