Forever. This ain't a love story.

Forever, I'm the one who waits for u. Forever, U will never know how much u have hurted me! Forever, You will love your computer more than me. Forever, You just don't care bout me. Forever, I'm always thinking, do u even love me. Forever, U will only put me the last. Forever, U got no time for me. NO! Not even an hour is reserved for me! Forever, U promised me but u will never kept your promises. And it's not once. It's even MORE than that. You should know by now. Sometimes you makes me laugh, but sometimes u make me hate u for treating me like this. FOREVER is not gonna last. You're always hurting me. I can't angry! Know why? Cause i love u, and what bout u? I think i don't even know you. You're just like a stranger to me. Did u regret for being with me? I do sometimes. Cause u hurt me a lot. And u never know cause i never show. You just think that im a easy going person. How come I'm always the one who suffer? Why dont you try this feeling? You will never be serious. You just don't care. I got no more comments on u. And from now on, I'm not going to phone u or text u. I try my best to be more independent. I won't be a clingy baby anymore. I have to change my lifestyle. And I'll forget bout everything. I'll just move on even you're not beside me. I'm trying to be strong. I'm not gonna cry out loud for you anymore, even though i do I'll just probably slap myself. And yeah! Im a super sentitive person, to those girls out there, I will jelous if u touch or even play with him. I'm serious. And I'll hate u for doing this. TRY ME! I can't bear with it any longer! Maybe you girls will think that imma bitch but why don't u try to think that he's your boy and he's acting like this. How would you feel. Im so DAMN sure u will feel the same. Don't test my patient. (Not pointing at anyone) dont be perasan.