I'm just trying

I dunno wad the fuck am i saying in that post below.
I just need someone to comfort that's all.
And where the heck did u go?
U dont even comfort me somemore argue with me.
Is that wad a bf should do?
Is that it?
This is hurtful.
I always dont tell u everything,
Cause I'll know u will just say that is a small matter?
I dont know how r u feeling.
I'm numb.
I just duwan to feel things that's hurtful.
It's not easy..
But i cant close my heart for things that i duwan to feel.
Im always the troublemaker..
I'm always the one.
Im really tired being a girl who always get hurt.
Maybe one day,
I'll just jump down from any tall buidling and say goodbye to the world.
It's hard to survive without love.
Dont say I love U everytime u did something wrong.
And dont ever promise me anything. i know u wont do it.
You have changed.
I got nothing that i can do bout it..
I always hope 4 this,
Hope 4 that from u..
But nothing will come true..
U might think is nothing,
To me,
U wouldn't know..
I got no way to express my feeling, so i'll just post everything out in my blog..
Everybody seems to have a happy life.
But me?
Wad did i get?
When im happy im 100% happy.
When im sad..im 100% sad.
I dont think we will be able to last this relationship..
But i dont hope it ends up like this sad.



Yin