You will be fine

Today was a totally night mare.
I cannot believe,
That I will set you free at last.
Although i still Love You,
And i dont hope to break up.
I dont know what you wan,
I am not angry at anyone.
I am just angry that
I'm just too selfish to let you get off of my life,
On that friday.
I never thought of having you back,
But i seriously in love with you.
Maybe many things will change.
And i hope you ignore me when i call.
I dont hope to destroy everything.
I wish to have a last
HUG
My last,
KISS
My last,
PRESENT
My last,
TIME hanging out with you.
My last,
Tear drop.
and
Your last
Suprise to me
I can say that i am down to earth.
My hand is even more painful than i thought.
I thought nothing will happen if i stay happy.
And everyday,
Im having a worried life.
I am always worry that one day,
You leave me alone to this world again.
But this time.
I will just force myself to leave you.
Set you free.
You can do whatever you want and not telling me.
But i will still wait,
For another mirical to come.
I dont know what kind of relationship with you.
Or maybe you really think of everything you wana do.
I regreted saying everything.
But i was forced to.
I rather die den suffer.
I have a lot of sweet memories with you.
I just want to remember the sweetness in us.
I dont hope to remember bad memories.
Maybe i am nothing to you.
But i swear,
You are something special to me.

I still love you,
No matter what happens.

Yin