These few days...

I know everybody is complaining about my sick face.

I am not angry or sad..

But i just feel like i need to calm down.

July.

Not really a happy month for me.

Aisssssh,

I felt very depressed.

* Not pretty enough,

* Not smart enough,

* Not active enough,

* Not hyper at all.

I dont know why i feel like this.

Maybe it's my stomach,

I know i look ugly when i don't smile.

But faking a smile everyday make me feel sick.

And yes,

I have really bad gastric these few days,

I don't seem to eat a lot like last time.

Went home,

And then i need to rest,

Asking baby to wake me up at night.

But he wakes me up really late.

It's okayy,

As long as i get some rest,

I'll be fine.

Yin