I'm going DOWN ! :'(

Yupppppp, hi again. I'm feeling so depressed! Trying my very best to FIT in. Sadly, it never works. I was high-jumping during CCA tho. Trust me :( It's PRESSURE x10000000 Not to praise myself, i use to be kinda ' good ' in HIGH JUMP! Never fails when it comes to it. Probably is my height and my weight problemmmmmm! :( I gotta GAM FEI already! Feeling so DOWN inside. Not just that, I JUMP and PHEWWWWW on the floor. GOD! Everybody was like * Ohhhhhhhh!!! * Eeeeeeeeeeeeep, I think I've tried my best. I hurt myself to the max but still I got 4th place. NOT SATISFIED! STUPID FAT AND CLUMSY ME! Useless like hell. Hubby, " sam tong sei ngo lor " He refuse to let me join TUG-OF-WAR now. But still IM NOT LISTENING HUNNNN! Teeeeehhhhheeeheheheeheheh. I'm tired like VERY ! It just brings me down. Not to mention others, were way more stronger than I am. :) It's okayyy, they're from GREEN too. Eeeeeeeeppp. Looking at that KENNETH NG is O.O I was like DID HE JUST JUMP THAT HIGH!?! Congrats boy! :) I think he can even jump over me. Which is quite scary ! Hmmmmm. Nohhh nohhh nohhhhhhhh. Well congrats to winners and TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME for those who can't make it. You know you've tried your VERY best. Like me :) Still imma bad failure. Now hunnnn has to take care of me. Love you much <3 xoxo, Yin