Too much.

Hello people.
It's been a while I did not blog.
Never blog when holiday comes.
Hmmmm, I'm not busy, I'm just lazy.
Homeworks! Now I thought of them.
Saddddddly. I won't finish and I can't either.
Wonder what's my friend's doing!?
Did they miss me?
I really miss them tho. Hmmmm.
Past 2 days was baby & my anniversary.
For being together 2 years and 7 months.
Never easyy. Never.
I've been doing chores this hols.
Only went out once with hubby.
Tuition everyday. No entertainment.
I'm feeling depress. And yet I don't know why.
Is it too much going on?
I really don't know.
My girls. :(
No contact at all.
:'( wonder if they are really busy?
Well, it's alright. 1 more day and I get to see them all.
Haish, what makes me so SAD?
I don't know. My boyfriend?
Nahhhh, he treats me too well.
Daddy, when are you coming back?
It has been months I haven't see you.
I dreamt about you.
I miss you too much I guess.
And you're too far from us.
Wish you were back to Malaysia.
My home. What had happen?
Stainless steels everywhere.
My new dog. What's your problem with your stomach.
Besides, I can't have my goldens already.
:( they are too furry and yet too much work.
Mommy is looking for labradors now.
Bye bye precious.
So saddddd. My heart really sinks tho.
Hometown next month.
My doggies? Where are they suppose to stay?
It's so lonely. I always feel lonely.
Ihavenoideawhy!
I love my tuition.
But not like EVERYDAY?!
I'm always tired.
I ate and then hibernate.
Fats fats and fats.
I think I'm going on a diet real soon.
I don't feel pretty nowadays. I see them all pretty but not myself.
I look like an old woman.
They shine, but I don't.
Never feel I'm pretty :'(
Haish. What had happen?
I never look into mirrors now.
Never take pictures. No not anymore.
I feel horrible.
Emotional. Stupid me.
Letting these feelings coming back to me.
I think I just gotta sleep.
And I don't get to think so much.

I love you guys.

Yin