I've tried.

I'm growing up, being mature.
But still, I want to ask do I still have my rights to feel not okay?
People change, and you start lying as if I am a fool to you.
Be smart, thanks for the advice.
I never thought bout it until you told me to do so.
I'm depressed? Not really?
If this is what God made me, gave me I thank God for this wonderful arrangement.
I wouldn't know what's going to happen the very next second.
I have deal & tried it, not once, not twice.
I'm sick of these tears!
Crocodile tears !
What on earth is going on?
I have my family. I have my boyfriend. I have my friends.
What else more can I expect?
What's wrong with me?
I do not understand!
Why me? Why him?
Everything is a question.
Why them?!
I don't get it.
I'm consider lucky?
I wouldn't eave this country if you would go along with me?
What the heck am I talking.
Talk like you're not asking for something.
Talk like you're a normal human!
A normal man!
Stop those wondering please.
Don't drag please.
It's done. I'm done!
I got nothing else to say?
All I knew is my mood is on a roller coaster ride.
I can be the most happiest on earth at that very second.
I can be sad too.
They say you're the prettiest when you smile.
Yes its true.
So why aren't you smiling now?
Am I trying to be ugly?
No!!
I'm sick of these shits over and over again!

BASTARD lifeless man!