18.7.2011

Sometimes I wonder am I even important to you?
It's so complicated right now.
I was force to make a smile everyday in my life.
Today it's our 2 years and 11 months anniversary.
It's never easy, never.
And this is how you treat me?
On our anniversary? You scold me?
I really wonder what's the point of having a girlfriend while you don't even appreciate.
There's so many guys who's better than you in this world.
I know there's many more other pretty girls around the world.
But I CHOOSE YOU to be my partner.
YOU CHOOSE ME yourself to be yours.
Is it so hard for you to appreciate someone?
Especially the one you fall in love with.
Boys will always be boys.
They want their girlfriend to be perfect.
Well there's no such thing as perfect in this world.
Get it?
I was so upset on how your talk to me today.
The attitude you use to talk to me.
I dont know what happen it changed.
It's always suppose to be HAPPY anniversary.
But today is so special until he yell at me.
Is this what I get?
I'm not asking for return.
At least learn to appreciate people?
35 months being with you it's never a waste of time.
If course you have the other side of love.
But I have not seen any in this few days.
I DARE TO SAY THAT.
At least send me a text and tell me you love me?
Just that 3 special world will made my day?
I'll go crazily happy for the whole freaking day.
This is the worse day ever.
You didn't even bother to apologize or say sorry to me.
All you think that I'll always go back to you when I'm okay.
I don't want this kind of sadness anymore.
Did I ever hurt you?
I really don't know .
Probably once ? Twice?
Not as much as you do.
I wonder will you even regret someday?

Yin