Hey hey!

I know my blog is half dead.
I wanted to talk about my Eco trip.
Kinda sucks because of the Internet lost connection.
Nahhh, my trip was amazingly fun. I'm not gonna blog bout it anymore.
So, I've been keeping stuff in myself lately.
People around seems to be really emo.

[ My boyfriend ]

You know I love you. It's already enough.
He has been making me feel so useless.
My heart is so broken?
Thanks for asking me to prom.
Sometimes I just feel like I don't suit to be yours.
You know.
Of course everyone got their own thinking.
I wouldn't blame.
It sucks alright.
Tell you or not to tell you make no difference.
The case is there and the pain is there.
No matter how hard you try to wipe off the tears, forget about the pain I can't do it.
Small matters and you couldn't even agree with me?
Walk me to my class, is that hard?
I went to your class every morning, break and lunch.
Did I complain? Like seriously did I?
Just wanting you to walk me back to class, not even everyday.
Just that one day, you'll give me excuses.
I don't understand why?
Cry so what? Angry so what? Emo so??
I have them to cheer me up a lil after every break and lunch.
Playing football ain't tired.
I don't get it.
Its so hard for me to calm myself.
Especially you started it.
Did I spoil you? I think I really did.
It's alright. I think I'll just get over it myself.
You have your friends, you can laugh and be happy all the time.
I don't have to worry whether you're sad or what.
Then who's gonna care about me?
I don't complain when you have fun with them.
I don't complain when you play your com too much.
All I want you to know is INEEDMOREOFYOURLOVE?
YES. I get jealous easily.
My bad.
Show some quality to everyone that I'm not jealous?
I don't think I need to do that.
Everyone knows me, everyone is good to me.
You've been too good to me too.
I just don't know why, I'm not happy like how I use to.
I'm not having fun.
All I know is if you have others you'll just ignore me?
This is not fun at all?
You might only see me smiling when I have to.
It's not cool to have a life like this.
I just don't know what to do?
I only express my feelings in my blog.
Read and forget bout it. Okay? (:
I just wan him to love me more than anything.
It's been a tough week.
Clap hands for myself.

Yin