I'm not even asking for more.
You have no time for me i dont blame you.
What's love?
I'm confused with this feeling.
Who's there for me when I need you the most,
DO YOU EVEN CARE?
I dont know, everytime we argue you just cut it off straight,
Losing you is pain, arguments are worse.
Do you regret being with me? Sometimes I really wonder.
Treat me better? Since you have no time for me, please treat me better?
You dont seem to appreciate me.
Not at all.
Am I really that bad?
Why should I be left alone to myself and watch myself to sleep.
You mental torture me.
IS THIS A TIME TO DEAL WITH PROBLEMS?
You hate to hear me cry, SO?
You can just say whatever you like.
You hurt me and ask me to deal with it because it's just a small matter.
Why is it always me being emo and not you being sad?
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME CRYING INFRONT OF EVERYONE?
I regret making that call, asking you question,
Are you really that forgetful? Or you just don't even bother letting me know?
How much do you love me?
WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERE NOT THERE!
I'm not good enough?
What's my problem?
You make me feel like a dumb girl who will always follow you, YOUR WAY.
What about me?
HEARD OF ME HURTING YOU?
Going out with OTHER guys?
Did I treat you that way?
I don't want myself to be treated like this that's why I dont wana do things that hurts you.
I care, I really do.
You love me like I'm your precious last time.
What now?
You're my boyfriend.
So? Should you be respecting me? Loving me?
Not ASKING ME TO DEAL WITH THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE.
I really hate it.
When it comes to these arguement you were never there for me.
NEVER, you'll give me that look and show me how angry you are.
It's burning inside my heart.
Do you ever feels the same?
I don't need you keep on hurting me, not caring about my feeling.
Yes, I'm very sad right now.
I depends on you too much .
I do everything before you even ask for it.
I've been to kind to you.
I've been loving you too freaking much.
I've been dealing deel depression dont you see it? Boyfriend?
Did you even take a chance to ask me what's wrong?
What happen? Are you OKAY?
Nope, never.
I'm too dumb to be . . . .
I don't want to be someone I can't.
Try asking you to stay away from your computer.
Is it hard?
To you, everything must go the way you like.
Silly me. Always thought that you'll do anything for me.
Boys, can't be trusted.
People say you get what you wish sometime.
Well I've been wishing for that one thing long long time.
When is it gonna happen?
Will you feel horrible when you loses me someday?
It's all my fault. I've been pampering all the while.
Yours attitude is just about the same as mine.
Don't spoil my mood please.
I still want to be happy being with my friends.
I don't need my friend asking me am I okay.
What happen, I just want them to know I'm happy and you love me.
Make me special? One day?
I scare I might not live long if things keeps on going like this.
Heartbreaks it's never easy.
Love is never easy.
I know you get bored of me telling you what happen.
And it's your fault and blah blah blah.
I never like to be a grandma either.
I'm too kind,
Yes, I might be hot tempered sometimes.
You are too.
I don't know why.
This earth it's so freaking big and there's so many freaking countries and so many different people.
I get to be with you.
Some kind of faith?
Do you believe that?
When you choose to be with me please love me.
I've never waste a single second loving you.
Have you ever did that to me no one knows.
I'm dealing the problem on my own right now.
Don't bother of telling me how impossible it is.
Please be rational.
I really hope one day, you get 10 minutes of just thinking what you've done to me.
How much have you loved and hurt me.
Is this where I really belong to?
Yin
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