10.8.2011

Yes, I'm here alone again :')
Seems like every night I have all the time on my own.
Feel like having my own life right now.
Nobody to care about or even to worry about somebody.
People really do change.
Just, too fast.

I'll be available every night.
It's either he's out or he's busy.
Nevermind.
Things won't go what you want them to be.
It's always wrong direction .
I guess he just can't see I'm in deep pain.
I know it's exam. He never have time for me:(
Everything have to be on my own.
Every night I'm always alone.
Good luck in everything tho.
Because someday you'll never see me again.
We might not have time for each other or something.
I want you to know :
NO MATTER HOW MUCH LAUGHTER I HAVE WITH OTHER GUYS , they never replace you or even beat you.
NO MATTER HOW IM NOT RIGHT BESIDE YOU, you'll always be in my heart (:

I'm just over sensitive, I know.
I never try to understand, I know.
I really love my boyfriend.
Then j guess now I have to love myself more than him.
I might lose control if 1 day he decides to leave me.
Always be prepare for these.

我自己怎么了，我也搞不清。
每个下课我只想你陪我多些。
我怕以后没机会了！
怎么了？
好孤单，为什么好想我过的生活都那么复杂。
哎，好伤身了。
这个下午我感觉到我很不好呢！
明知道会伤到你但我还是这样做。
对不起，
以后也不会了。
到现在我的心还是不舒服呢 ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥
我真的不配。
不管你有没有读我的blog都好啦！
只想给你知道，每给文章都有你哦！！
看你对我是多重要。
抱歉不能够陪你过我们的3年的记念日。
当然知道你爱我啦，
谁不懂真的是大笨蛋！

Always be positive when you're down.
:)
Smile whenever something brings you down.

You'll be fine (:

Xoxo,
Yin