Hheheh hi guys.
I know I know, I cried so hard. Yeah.
So I went to school today because of the BM seminar and something just made me quite upset?
Didn't really wana talk about it.
So literally my BF pushed me to my anger limit and made me kinda explode. After so many years I shouted at him in public and he did that the same too. It's quite cool for me.
Sorry girls I did not take picture with you. I don't wana look like a ghost an ruined the whole picture :P you guys will understand.
I really dont know what's the reason that I'm holding on but I guess he's just a part of me that I cant lose, probably that's the whole thing I am still not giving up.
I am a cry baby yea, I know.
Try having someone letting you down and embarrass you in front of everyone. He made me felt that way, I just want him to feel somehow what I'm feeling inside and see how mad can he be. It's not like I'm taking revenge I just don't want to hurt myself anymore and I guess today was quite cool for me.
I have my friends who's there for me just no matter what.
And I have guy friend who literally send me cute messages. Haha. Thank you I truly appreiciate that.
I guess I didn't know why I will be that mad and just blah the shit out of it.
I'm tolerating I guess? :(
Hmmmmmmmmm..well I don't know we're humans and we have feelings not only him that can talk like that to me. You can teach my manners in an enclosed area not in public and humiliate me. That's he thing I don't like, talk like a man an respect a woman. Not showing hands like you wana get into a fight with me.
I admit that somehow I started it so I apologize and you left me just there on my own and you have a good time with them. I don't mind you acting this way but seriously you need to respect and of coz you can joke with me just don't go over the limit. After all this, I still love him and I'll change. It's been a while since we had a fight like that. So I'm cool with it and I dont know whether he's cool with it a not. I don't want to make things awkward between us and I just guess he doesnt wana see me or talk to me yet.
Well a proper apology and a kiss will definitely settle everything. But still since school ends he went out and we havent spoke to each other since then.
Ohh and not to forget I workout today.
30 minutes is really satisfying! Hehehehehehheehheheheheheheh..
Okay, I feel good right now and I think I better get some sleep ;)
Xoxo,
Yin
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