People who smile.

People who smile most hides the most pain.
I never did or never were been place no.1 :/
There's no use crying because nobody gives a shit.
If I could just choose I think I'll have to choose something that would makes me happy.
For me.
I'm not being selfish. Because everytime I felt the same. Being treat last.
Ohh one more day to our anniversary.
Happy anniversary.
I can say 2011 is the most beautiful year of all.
And this is what I really meant the real life.
I never know what's in his mind. I never like being left out.
Not just an I love you would settle everything. Maybe sometimes I'm really pushy. I'm really being an asshole, I hope you forgive me because this is really myself.
I never thought of changing you, controlling you.
People might said I'm a bad gf because I've never trust or gave you more than enough freedom.
I always talk and I get over it or just keep to myself because i know telling anyone is really no point.
Because you were never the listener I wanted to tell.
We're so in love, but I guess I'm the only one who loves you more than anybody else.
I don't want to compare anything with you. I just realize that you have your perfect life.
Without me, your life will be even perfect. You might not need me at this point. But I just need you when I'm feeling down.
Why must it always ends this way.
Faking everything and thinks that everything will be just fine tomorrow.
We have no planning.
I guess we don't need any.
You'll still have sweetness inside you.
I hope that I'm still in there.
Because I can't afford to lose you anymore.